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Edited on Sun Sep-12-10 05:03 PM by Diclotican
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Im so sorry to hear you storry, about been outed by a friend, who was afraid that her homosexuallity should jepardize her military career... That alone is posible reason to repeal the whole Dont Ask dont Tell policy in the US armed forces.. We all know many who are in the armed forces, in US or othervice is homosexual, and maybe even have a parter they love, and care for.. For the most part that is a no brainer, but for some, it is, and it can ruin a career who else could posible be great, maybe ut to a high office.. Who many soldiers, are scared about the fact, that they can loose everything, becouse of their orientation... It is so dam sad...
But it is posible more sad, to know as you experienced, that your friends, was spying on you, and was allowing the authorities to put hidden viode cameras in place to monitor your movement.. What you do, what you eat, wel everything they can bug, and monitor....
I know about Hanssen and the criminality he have been doing, for many, many years before he finaly was busted... It is sad to hear that you was a victim of him, and that you was accused of something that you dosent't was, a spy. But mr Hanssen was a man with many talents, like many spies the russians had in US armed forces or in CIA, and we have no clue how many others, victims of the cold war, and the spying exist out there.. I would bet thousands of good americans are out there, victims, with more or less ruined life becouse of the fact that some is spying for money, like Hanssen did for so many years.. And they managed to keep out of reacth even tho their lifestyle alone, with houses larger than they paycheck could be an alarm on it own.. Not to say that mr Hanssen was spending a lot of money to travel, in style to posh hollidays in the caribian and so on... And even then, he was not given the death penalty, but rather a cell for the rest of his life... And for a reason I doubt he have given up all what he know about russian spying rings in the US....
I do not what to say that can comfort you, this must have been something that you can not accept, and should not accept either.. When the truth came out, that you was no spy, you should at least be told, that the government was sorry for any inconvencies it have given you, and maybe also given you a refound, for lost life... Have you tried to go legal on this, to at least get a form of competation from the government, or have you been told, by "officals" that you better be quit, and not even try to have legal consell about the posibility to get the government to trial. To at least say them are sorry...
And the loss of trust must be enormus.. That even when you have been and are a trustworthy person, who have doing right all time, is expendable and can be trown out as a bad sickness when they do not need you anymore... Must be heart breaking to experience... I have no clue what it would feel like. Even tho I have lost a lot of friends lately, becouse they are not what I belived them to be...
On a sidenote I might have some of the same doubt about the government, as I had a file in our security police when I was young. My foster father was rather left leaning and was in periods keept an eye on, not becouse he was a danger to anyone, mostly becouse he was an outspoken man, never afraid of telling what the powers to be was not allways happy to hear... He was also active in local politic, to the day, when he renounsed his membership in AP, (The social-democratic workers party in Norway) and got out, becouse he was in disagreement with the fical budget that year (1987) He had been member of the party since 1938, and was allways on the left side of the party line.. When I was 18-19 a lot of information about our secret police was known, and thousands of files, from the end of the war (1945 and forward) was discovered, and more or less blown open as a resoult of some who wanted to know more. A lot of documents/documentaries/books and so on was made, becouse of it, and the old POT was reorganized becouse the powers to be, was not happy about it been blown open at all.. But the damage was alleready there, and thousands wanted to se what the government know about them - and many things that was there, was just stupid, something that was in no governments interst to keep a tag on.. Like that I was on hollyday to a "commie country" Bulgaria before the wall was been teared down, Only reason we was there, was becouse it was deep sheap, and everyone could live as a king, for far less than a holliday in say Spain could give.. My fosterpartents was rather economical off them, rised before and after world war two as they was.. And it even was telling with some detail about an "accident" I had in 3 grade, where I beat a 5 grader down and out - becouse he had been teasing since first day at school... I got my revange... And a lot of other vice trivial cases, that the government had been using a lot of money to keep on record - what a waste of money if you ask me... And this was for a kid, who was no danger to anyone, who had not teasing me for a looooong time... And had no interst in politic before I was in college....
Diclotican
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