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I have had a wonderful life. Not so much the last three years but... I have critical stage heart failure. Prior to all of these heart attacks and stents, I was a very productive citizen. I am (still) a Union carpenter. I worked non-Union for 20 years first...because all of the propaganda my bosses fed me about the perils of joining a Union. They lied. I regress. I have been fighting to get my SS disability for about 3 years. My latest "hearing" was 11/25/2009. While, (they say) the Judge has made a determination, it has yet to be "written", so they cannot inform me of the decision. During the hearing, (I also suffer from extreme orthopedic degeneration and past injuries with many pinched nerves and a dead sciatic nerve from non-treatment for too many years)I presented a document from my Cardiologist. He insisted that I cannot hold any job, because I have good and bad days, unpredictable at best. My Cardiologist is a medical professor at I.U. Medical School, a researcher (many published studies) and a heart surgeon. He has worked on my heart. The SS have their own Dr.'s. They do not see any patients except SS referrals (the one I went to anyway). He had an "office" in a "strip mall" and no receptionist, only him. At my "hearing" (my lawyer just sat and farted and smiled, I swear), the SS "Dr." was on the phone. He said I was able to do work of some type. They also had a "labor" statistician there. He said (really), I could be a "ticket taker" and he rattled off how many positions in our economy, there are for "ticket takers." I used to earn $30.00 an hour + benefits, now I can be a ticket taker...somewhere... Before the hearing, my "lawyer" said that he had never seen such a strong case or such a strong Cardiologist statement. After the (farting) hearing, he said "I don't think it went too well." I just had another trip to the E.R. two weeks ago because when I stood up from my computer desk, my feet had no feeling or control. I fell and severely sprained my foot. I thought it was broken, yet I drove 25 miles (manual, "clutch" transmission...ouch)to the hospital because I can't afford an ambulance, even though (until April 1), my Union is STILL paying for my insurance and paying me a small disability. Thank God for Unions!! Three years ago, rebuilding in New Orleans, I had a massive coronary (MI) and was told that I probably would not survive the night. 5 stents later, I still exist and have joint custody of my 13 y.o. son. I have paid into SS since I was 12 y.o. I can't comprehend. My "Representatives in Congress, do not bother returning my correspondence anymore. Maybe if I was silent about my political beliefs? In N.O., they (after 3 surgeries) said I would probably live another 5 years. So far, 3 of them have been battling SS, so I can get my Union pension and SS. This is not a pity letter. I do not want pity. I am very independent. I have 2 degrees (B.S. and A.S.) and I take full time courses on-line. But, if my last name were different, or I was already wealthy (and did not need SS to survive) I have no doubt that SS would have already "disabled" me.
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