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Edited on Mon Jan-19-04 07:23 PM by mgdecombe
I will never forget it. It is one of my earliest, most vivid memories.
I knew that it was very important, and that I was to conduct myself with respect and dignity. But I found another 4 year old, and we proceeded to raise hell, run around and scream. It turned out to be ok, I guess, because we were no longer two little girls, we somehow became a symbol for something we couldn't understand.
When we got near the stage, everyone was singing "We Shall Overcome". And I sang too. And sang, and sang, and took the song to the home of my conservative grandparents, and sang it for many days after that. I can't imagine what they thought of it!
To this day, the minute I hear Dr. King's voice, I get chills everywhere. I tear up, and it brings me back to a time when I was filled with hope and a belief that if we worked hard enough for it, the right thing would happen, and peace and justice would prevail. Like we deserved it or something.
My worst memory of childhood is also related to Dr. King. One evening as we arrived home from a dinner at those same grandparent's house, one of our neighbors approached our car. He was drunk. We were always afraid of him, but this time my Dad made us stay in the car while he got out to talk to him. Mr. Haga was his name. He was yelling, "Well, that nigger is dead, somebody killed that nigger." My Dad punched him in the face. He punched him in the face. My Mom was frightened and crying, and Mr. Haga was yelling at my Dad that he was a nigger lover, and my Dad made Mr. Haga go into his own house before he would let us out of the car. Tears stream down as all of the shame and fear and anger of that evening comes back. I learned more than I ever could imagine on that night, and even though it was a horrible experience, I'm glad I lived it. It is seared into me.
edit: spelling
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