The soldiers returning from Iraq, this was sent to me on an email and can also be found at
http://www.bringthemhomenow.comFebruary 25, 2004
I am a 24 year old soldier recently returned from Iraq.
I was medivac'd because I shot myself in the foot during a suicide attempt . I am writing in to make it clear to everyone the complete lack of morale and proper psychological care available not only in Iraq but in the Army. While deployed, I was command-referred to mental health where I was seen for 5 minutes and told to go back to my unit. After I returned to my unit, my weapon was taken and I was humiliated and made the subject of jokes.
My problems continued and in my 6th month of deployment, I put a 9mm to my head and tried to kill myself. I couldn't do it and I ended up lowering the weapon and firing into my foot….I asked for help dealing with everything many times from the military to no avail.
When I returned home I went on leave and checked myself into a civilian hospital where I was diagnosed as bi-polar with post-traumatic stress syndrome. This diagnosis was upheld by 2 other civilian psychiatrists, but when I was evac'd back to a military hospital i was told by the doctor there that neither of those things was wrong with me and I had mild depression.
I am currently in the process of being court-martialled for malingering and self-inflicted injury (which carries a maximum penalty of 10 years in prison).
The purpose of this letter is to let people know that medical services are not available like they should be to our troops in Iraq, and that if this problem isn't taken care of and our leaders are not trained to properly recognize the signs and symptoms of a psychological break, there will be many more troops in my situation.
Tim
posted 27 feb 2004