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Although he surely understands the advantages he gains by sidling up to the phalanx of believers, it makes sense on just about every level that he actually DOES believe. Many people are loathe to think this, because they identify belief as an inherently good thing, and dismiss any evil that comes from the phenomenon.
There are good things in the Christian belief system (acceptance, tolerance, kindness to the downtrodden) but there are many bad things too (subservience to superiority, assumption that "it'll all work out", xenophobia, proselytizing, nullifying of reality by an afterlife's "fairness", close-minded dismissal of discordant evidence) that shouldn't be glossed over.
At the heart of my contention that he does believe is an inherent selfishness that comes from the concept of a personal god and the essential self-oriented action of saving one's ass. Making sure one gets saved is a selfish pursuit, and the more fundamentalist and strict the interpretation, the more greedy and ugly the whole thing is. To a great degree, the Christian faith is extremely malleable depending on the personality of the believer; to a true and sweet believer in the warmth of the guess (because it IS that: a guess) living one's life the right way is an end itself, whereas to a skunk, it's a case of following the letter of the law and utilizing all the forgiveness and other "outs" to do as he/she pleases. To a sweet believer, swaying converts is magnanimous and selfless, whereas to a creep, it's a case of getting more scalps to curry favor with the Sky Chief. To a creep, ill done to a non-believer doesn't really amount to much, and ill done to anyone doesn't much matter either, since the big guy will sort it all out anyway.
There is a childlike subservience looking for the approval of the superior being that is a danger at the heart of most religions, and certainly that one. To George W. Bush, someone who believes in inequality of mortals, this fits just fine: there are lesser people, and there are greater entities. Unfortunately, one of the "outs" of most religions is that it lets people off the hook for their actions. This, coupled with the extreme selfishness of personal salvation (and belonging to the exclusive club) is a perfect fit for the privileged mindset.
Much of the desire for faith is a hatred of uncertainty: grey areas are to be abhorred and nuances are to be crushed; this is the heart and soul of George W. Bush, a person of VERY limited intelligence, outsized ego and imperious will to control everything around him. He is this way for many reasons, but principal among them is that he's ill-equipped to deal with analysis, change or subtlety, and he demands--by his proclamation of privileged superiority--to not be bothered.
Yes, I truly think he believes, and I think he feels "called upon" for greatness by his god. He is messianic and megalomaniacal and will brook no dissent. He represents the dark side of selfishness that is intrinsic in virtually all major religions. It has been the bane and source of much of the viability of Christianity through history, and I will still contend that the overall balance sheet for this religion has been in the red, with capacity to produce seas of red with regularity.
Oh yes, he believes.
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