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I had an issue with insomnia earlier this year. I went to the Doc and the first thing they did was to ask if I WANTED to go on anti depressants.
I explained that it was most likely situational stress (My Mom and my Dad both had pretty serious surgery in a space of about two months, I had just started a new job a couple of months before that, and my husband was running for office.)
The response was to urge me to consider anti depressants AND high blood pressure meds.
I explained that I really just wanted to have a good night's sleep and I thought the rest of it would resolve with the passage of a short time. Finally, reluctantly, they wrote me a 'scrip for Ambian IF i would agree to come back in two weeks...
I slept great for three nights, and on the fourth day started having wave after wave of panic attacks followed by crying jags. I have NEVER had anything like that in my life. I felt I was completely out of control. I stopped the Ambian, called the Doc, and in about three days the crushing panic and crying jags were gone.
The Doc wanted me on anti depressants AND high blood pressure meds (AGAIN with that discussion!) We settled for a 'scrip for Valium, and I kept my original follow up appointment.
I went in for the follow up--feeling a lot better, with a lower BP, and thinking all was not terribly wrong with what we had been doing. The Doc just lays into me that I need to be on anti depressants.
I finally cave, but tell the Doc that I want to go on Wellbutrin (Known as Zyban for some folks, but commonly used to as an anti depressant for a lot of people) so I can quit smoking, and maybe kill two birds with one stone. Doc gets all happy and writes the 'scrip with a flourish.
As some of you may remember, I was on Wellbutrin election night--and i had my last nicotine fix when they called Ohio for Bush. I was still taking the Valium, and it was working fine.
I go in for my last follow up, and my BP is high. It is high enough that they really think they need to begin treatment. (155/93 for those of you who care.) No cigarettes any more--but I have this BP that is higher than it ever has been before. I agreed to let them write a 'scrip for a diuretic to begin working to get my BP down.
I get back to my office, and start to wonder about the effects of the Wellbutrin--is it possible that IT is raising my BP? Sure enough--I get on line and find about a kerjillion sites talking about the fact that it can elevate BP in some people.
I call the Doc and say, "Hey--how about I go off the Wellbutrin and see if MAYBE that is why my BP is so high?" Doc gets all strange about it--like I'm proposing brain surgery or something equally radical.
Finally, I tell the Doc that I'm gonna go off the Wellbutrin, and I'd like to know the safest way to do it. I explain that I've got such a chemical stew going on I have no idea what I'm even feeling like these days after quitting smoking--that I just need to De-tox on all the chemicals.
I tell him that I'll be back in Jan with a a daily BP log and we can decide then WHAT exactly we need to be doing.
I went off the Wellbutrin, my BP is down now to normal ranges (131/73 last time I looked at it which was last night,) and I am now able to sleep without any pills or other chemicals. I have not taken a Valium in over a week now.
The Docs load you up with all kinds of drugs that do different stuff to every person--then they give you more drugs to counteract the negatives from the first drug. It is a vicious cycle, and I want no further part of it.
Take what you want from my experience, but I agree that maybe they do push the anti depressants WAY too much!
Laura
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