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Edited on Sun Jan-09-05 12:24 PM by neebob
Lately I've been having successful conversations with my mother, a serious Mormon wingnut, and I only feel they're successful because they don't infuriate me. I think that's because I just finally realized she really is serious and not just brainwashed - or if she is, it's irreversible - and she's never going to change her mind. I find her views no less horrifying or ridiculous.
Maybe I've just accepted the fact that my parents were gullible and, um, not very advanced. It's not something I really noticed or gave much thought to until a few years ago. My mom and I never talked about politics and religion until my dad died.
He was more of a thinker than my mom, but his behavior killed any desire I might have had to talk to him, so I can only guess what his deal was. I think the right-wing and Mormon ideologies fed his manly ego and his need to control things around him. He bought the Church line about participating and paying tithing bringing prosperity.
My mom says she needs a reason to be here. I think she's unhappy with the way her life turned out, and believing that eveything's all fucked up on purpose and we're all here to pass some big impossible test and there's another chance to set things right and be happy helps her feel better about it.
She believes everything George Bush and the corporate tools who prop him up say because, on the surface, their lies agree with everything she's ever been taught and apparently never questioned. And that includes everything about America being good and infallible and superior that she learned as a child during World War II.
The Mormon church isn't that different from other churches, in my opinion - especially the more authoritarian ones. Its propaganda works just as well with that of the government to create an impenetrable wall of denial.
Otherwise, I seem to exist in a bubble, surrounded by highly educated, proper liberals. The very few conservatives in my space are more traditional and very quiet because they know they're massively outnumbered. If it weren't for my parents, I'd have a hard time believing wingnuts exist, much less understanding them.
But they're out there, obviously, and I wouldn't expect many of them to change their minds without first having their worlds shattered. And I don't necessarily mean by a terrorist attack, but by something like the government collapsing or the Bush Administration revealing itself to be a fascist dictatorship in a way that's obvious to everyone and affects them personally.
People who honestly believe a bunch of inferior, freedom-hating brown people are out to destroy their way of life aren't likely to have sudden, unprovoked epiphanies.
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