|
I was staring into a candle I heard beware the tali-ban,I had no clue what a tali-ban was really,as I was not so up on the middle east so I assumed it was wear a talisman But I was not aware of which kind. I blew the whole thing off.
Later I got a call from people we knew to turn on the TV,We got calls from friends asking if we were OK,we lived kinda near DC at the time, Even though I had some kind of psychic impression days before,I still had a hard time believing the"official line"however I kept my thoughts to myself,because people all around me were freaking out,
About a week after the crash One red faced over aggressive,pseudo military ,'proud christian' buzz cut asshole at a target was really treating a sikh family bad,their kids were crying in the checkout line. I stepped up and chewed his ass out calling him a dumb piece of shit saying these people are NOT tali-ban they are from INDIA asshole and they are SIKH!
I helped the sikhs carry their stuff to their car and plastered all over their car were new looking pro-america bumper stickers,ribbon magnets, window flags and all.And I felt so sad.I Told them I'm not like those other assholes and there are some people out there like me who haven't lost their heads with this,you are not alone..As I walked back into target to pay for my stuff,I glanced back to cross the road and the lady was crying with a kleenex as they pulled out of their parking spot.
The asshole waited for me and glared at me as I walked out I flipped him the bird and told him ,you are is why this country is hated in the world,you are the problem you reactionary zealot bully piece of shit.Fuck YOU.
And you know if another"attack" is staged it will give reactionary,true believer bully assholes like this guy a rationale for reacting,an excuse and permission for letting his bully aggression held in check by people like me,out onto others who are innocent but look"suspicious" without thinking..a pig like the man at target will see an attack as an excuse to let all that misplaced rage show.They may or may not have cool heads what some people want is permission to bully a scapegoat and hate without being told to stop it ..it is wrong.
Middle school bullies are all over this country who never grew up,never learned to feel ashamed,never had to care, wanting a taste of domination again.That feeling of godlike right to destroy.A taste of making people hurt that makes them feel better and safe.As an adult you need a culture to create permission conditions to get away with it 9/11 for bullies was permission to react and hate arabic people.In middle school such reaction sickness could be tolerated up to a point and excused by the adults with power with enabling lines like they are kids ,boys will be boys..
That's the problem.
|