Tuesday, July 26, 2005 - Page updated at 12:00 AM
War's mental wounds command new attention
By Hal Bernton
Seattle Times staff reporter
Staff Sgt. Mark MacPherson spent a year with the Washington National Guard patrolling the treacherous turf surrounding a military base near Balad, Iraq. He said his scout platoon acted as bait, deliberately drawing fire so they could counterattack insurgents.
MacPherson returned from Iraq in March but still is not back to his civilian job as an environmental consultant. Instead, the 37-year-old soldier struggles with a debilitating combination of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) and concussion-caused brain injury.
MacPherson takes pills to sleep, fight anxiety and dull the ceaseless headaches. While he sometimes can't recall mundane details of life, he is haunted by memories of soldiers who died, insurgents he killed and the Iraqi family that made the fatal mistake of driving up to a security checkpoint.
"The doctors hope I will get better," said MacPherson, who was awarded two Bronze Stars for his service with the Washington Guard's 81st Brigade. "I should get better than I am. But what does that mean? I used to be a person who consulted on multimillion-dollar projects. ... I don't know if I ever will get back to who I was."
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