so I watched it.
http://www.hbo.com/docs/programs/childrenbeslan/Chilling. Truly one of the most horrifying things I've ever seen on screen; I only wish it weren't a documentary. Much of it was based in interviews with the surviving hostages, children under 12. These kids were describing, quite lucidly and clearly, circumstances that I wouldn't care to imagine, they have memories that would drive me permanently insane.
Approximate quotes:
"When the terrorist exploded, his brains hit me in the face. They were all fatty and slippery, it was very unpleasant."
"People were melting. They were melting. Like if you watch a string burn, it twists and shrivels, the people were just like that."
"I noticed a girl standing next to me, she said, 'everyone I know is dead, can I stay with you?' I said, 'yes.' Then there was an explosion and I looked around and she was gone."
The hostages had been held w/o food or water for three days, some of them drinking urine to survive.
"While I was running away, I saw a faucet with water pouring out, and I thought I would run there and get a drink. There was a group of children standing there drinking, and someone fired an RPG at them, blowing them all to bits. One kid lost his leg, another his head. So I got scared and ran in the other direction."
One kid led the film crew up to the room where terrorists had murdered his father and 19 other adult hostages, throwing their bodies out a window.
Anyway, one of the things that terrified me was how much Americans have in common with the Russians who invaded Chechnya. Keep in mind that these events happened only 1 year ago, to the month; the invasions of Chechnya took place in the mid-90s, includling the razing of Grozny ca 1995. A decade later, under different leadership, Beslan, a minor town in Russia became the target of terroristic revenge. Who can say what the revenge of like-minded Iraqis would look like, ten years from now? Would our emergency response teams and special forces units handle the crisis any better than the Russians'? We simply can't afford any more bush-style croneyism among our emergency response bureaucracy.
Worst of all, the spirit of the entire community is shattered. They look like a town of zombies now, going through the motions of life but burdened by overwhelming grief to the point of not caring anymore. They've been thoroughly terrorized, there's really no other word for it, PTSD on a massive scale. The children in the film are so very unlike children now; they have this eerie calm maturity about them, this coldness and clarity that overlie an impossible burden of sorrow and rage.
After watching this film, I can draw only one certain conclusion: there will not be peace in our lifetimes or our childrens'. The coming century will be just as bloody and unforgiving as the last one.