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I have pondered racism a lot lately. First, it seems to me that these days "racist" is the worst possible thing you can accuse a person of. I have not decided whether or not this is a good thing. Certainly racism can lead to a host of ills, victimization, unfair treatment, etc. And yet there are other errant behaviors that are really getting a pass. Call me anything (womanizer, cheater, spendthrift, etc.) just don't call me racist!
Yet there is wisdom in your words. We ARE indoctrinated. I well remember in my younger days I would hear of a sudden death (like a car accident) and when I would hear the victim was black, I would feel (rather than think) that it didn't matter as much because that person was so unlike me. Now, these are childish thoughts and I was a child. And I think we have many adults that think like children.
I also believe that the ability to recognize racism is very much dependent on intelligence and education. I have known very, very few racists who had both.
I was raised in the north where I knew exactly one black man. Oddly enough, he was my personal mentor and first boss.. another art teacher who has remained a dear friend. When I moved to Tallahassee I went into a grocery store and looked around and realized I was the only white person there. But nobody else appeared to notice so I went about my business. The immersion in another culture has not been always easy. There are real cultural differences. Yet for 30 years I have been desensitized to race enormously. Not completely, but a whole lot. I remember when I first heard people complain about the number of black folks in the Superdome I was surprised because I actually had not noticed. But once I did, I began to pay attention and it was not pleasant. It hurt.
Bottom line: I think we can read and talk and ponder about race but until he actually live day to day with LOTs of people different than ourselves, it is just theory.
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