http://www.nytimes.com/2003/10/15/national/15FURL.html?hpOn Furlough, Soldier Savors Every Moment
By JEFFREY GETTLEMAN
Published: October 15, 2003
DAYTONA BEACH, Fla., Oct. 14 — Juan Castillo just came home from war. Now he is going back.
For the last 14 days, Specialist Castillo, a 21-year-old artilleryman, has been trying to savor each kiss from his wife, each minute with the baby, each inch of his bed and each sip of Mountain Dew.
But it has not been easy. Happiness is endless happiness, and it is hard to really enjoy 15 days off from the occupation of Iraq when you know war is back there waiting for you and your vacation is basically a bittersweet countdown.
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"It's madness," Specialist Castillo said. That is his favorite word to describe Iraq. "Madness."
Specialist Castillo, who works the radio for his artillery battery at the Asad air base west of Baghdad, started telling stories about fainting from heat exhaustion and getting pelted with rocks and running patrols in dark desert towns where his unit invariably gets shot at. A few weeks ago, a sergeant in his squadron was torn apart by a road bomb.
"In the beginning I was into this; we all were," he said. But now, he feels the war is a waste.
"We haven't found anything, no weapons of mass destruction, no Saddam, no nothing. And the people there hate us. If we were rolling through a town and they were cheering, hell yeah, it would make us feel better. But when they're not cooperating and throwing rocks and giving us evil looks, we don't want to be there. We're conquerors to them. It wasn't supposed to be like that."
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