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so i can get up and become a teacher tomorrow...or at least submit my application.
so...here's one that is still in process. i haven't looked at this in a few years, but i think has some healing compenents. the truth is a great healer, isn't it?
it’s far too confusing and fun a time to worry now about the consequences... that will come later in the karmic process aka “what goes around comes around” I try to be karma...but karma taps me on the shoulder and says, “oh no girl, that ain’t your job...best you work on your becoming” and this is my task... see, I understand consequences all too well...and I know they won’t change just cause you THINK you’re THE SHIT... others thought that same thing, but, nothing’s new under the sun, young one so, lies still beget lies, and deceit still begets deceit, users use, and those that get used get used up and whine about it afterwards... and EVERYBODY pays... one way or another as fate has decreed it this way and there’s nothing that can change it, except change...and ACCEPTING change... happiness is a journey today we create yesterday...and tomorrow ergo, creating unhappiness on our journey presupposes unhappiness as our destination... when the thrill is long gone, and the bills become due. see, everthing costs, and everybody pays... and it’s not all about money life costs, love costs, deceit costs...all of it and it all comes due and payable at the most inconvienent moments, see, every action has an impact, a reaction and it is foolish to think otherwise, to think you can control the chain reaction reacting to a chain reaction.... action begets reaction begets action begets reaction, and so on, ad infinitum control is merely a safe illusion for the young and the foolish... for those who think too much, and feel too little and don’t conisder consequences important, when the fun is readily available and seemingly free: ask yourself what will it cost? and make sure your calculations include the incalcuable while you’re forgetting about creating a cost you will pay tomorrow that someone else is paying today... remember karma says: what goes around comes around, and as I said, sometimes at the most inconvienent moments. As you become, try to do so in a way that will not haunt you in the mirror today, nor tomorrow (and, you can)... if not, look in the mirror and see the face that will be in the mirror on your journey tomorrow... see it clearly, and be done with it... be resigned to your fate knowing what awaits you:
is of your own making.
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