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Warning long and shmaltzy...
Just to give me a chance to say hi to everyone and maybe get to know a few of you more personally.
Today I had to drive to work early this mourning At 6:00 A.m. It was still dark out and up here in New England we had just gotten our first taste of icy weather. Route 2 East was a mess with a lot of cars swinging off the road and cop cars everywhere. Traffic was forty-five miles per hour at best and my eyes, being groggy from staying up all last night chatting with another DUer, were easily mesmerized by the red tails lights of the car that had been in front of me for the last twenty minutes...
I was listening to my "Another Side of Bob Dylan" C.D. when this song came up..."The Chimes of Freedom"...I wasn't listening much at first, and I had heard it about a thousand times before, but certain lines stood out and seem to fit my own personal situation, I began to think about one or two Duers who had reached out to me in the dark of night, and those I had reached out in the past, often when we we're new here and just feeling our around...
As the song ended I hit the replay to listen to the song again, I started hearing it again in a new light, suddenly it was no longer about me it was about all of us, all of us who had taken the risk to come here and speak out, and to bring our ideas together...even if it seems we don't get heard sometimes... . . .
Far between sundown's finish an' midnight's broken toll We ducked inside the doorway, thunder crashing As majestic bells of bolts struck shadows in the sounds Seeming to be the chimes of freedom flashing Flashing for the warriors whose strength is not to fight Flashing for the refugees on the unarmed road of flight An' for each an' ev'ry underdog soldier in the night An' we gazed upon the chimes of freedom flashing.
In the city's melted furnace, unexpectedly we watched With faces hidden while the walls were tightening As the echo of the wedding bells before the blowin' rain Dissolved into the bells of the lightning Tolling for the rebel, tolling for the rake Tolling for the luckless, the abandoned an' forsaked Tolling for the outcast, burnin' constantly at stake An' we gazed upon the chimes of freedom flashing.
Through the mad mystic hammering of the wild ripping hail The sky cracked its poems in naked wonder That the clinging of the church bells blew far into the breeze Leaving only bells of lightning and its thunder Striking for the gentle, striking for the kind Striking for the guardians and protectors of the mind An' the unpawned painter behind beyond his rightful time An' we gazed upon the chimes of freedom flashing.
Through the wild cathedral evening the rain unraveled tales For the disrobed faceless forms of no position Tolling for the tongues with no place to bring their thoughts All down in taken-for-granted situations Tolling for the deaf an' blind, tolling for the mute Tolling for the mistreated, mateless mother, the mistitled prostitute For the misdemeanor outlaw, chased an' cheated by pursuit An' we gazed upon the chimes of freedom flashing.
Even though a cloud's white curtain in a far-off corner flashed An' the hypnotic splattered mist was slowly lifting Electric light still struck like arrows, fired but for the ones Condemned to drift or else be kept from drifting Tolling for the searching ones, on their speechless, seeking trail For the lonesome-hearted lovers with too personal a tale An' for each unharmful, gentle soul misplaced inside a jail An' we gazed upon the chimes of freedom flashing.
Starry-eyed an' laughing as I recall when we were caught Trapped by no track of hours for they hanged suspended As we listened one last time an' we watched with one last look Spellbound an' swallowed 'til the tolling ended Tolling for the aching ones whose wounds cannot be nursed For the countless confused, accused, misused, strung-out ones an' worse An' for every hung-up person in the whole wide universe An' we gazed upon the chimes of freedom flashing.
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I'll be pushing 900 soon, but instead of just having you all ask me questions and giving you all answers, I'd like every one to come over and tell me more about you, I feel like I know many of you well already, but I'm not always certain sometimes. Or maybe you'd like to greet someone who you've formed a bond with here at DU, and give them a big hug. Or maybe your new here and haven't met anyone yet, and feel like no one listens to your responses.
Don't let this thread be just about me, let it be about all of us...
I've got to go write a letter to a friend now, I'll be checking in soon..
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