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Thank you for your excellent input. I've been on this stuff since last April. I keep a small calendar next to my computer (and drug supply) and make a note of when I put a patch on. The big mistake was that I marked the calendar - but forgot to put the patch on. And, yes, I was nauseous during the withdrawal, too.
I won't know for possibly three more months about surgery. My neuro-surgeon (who has been written up as the best in the Western part of New York state) is afraid to touch me at this time. I have four herniated discs in my neck. Well, severely herniated, actually. I was hit by a school bus who made an illegal turn as I was driving 55 mph. I'm lucky to be alive, of course, and if I hadn't done an evasive maneuver at the last second, I could easily have been decapitated. As it was, I busted out the side window with my head and was unconscious for a while - which accounts for the injuries to the neck. Oh, and a torn rotator cuff and 4 broken ribs to round things out.
The delay for surgery is because my doctor wants to use a combination of fusion and disc replacement. Since disc replacement is so new in this country, and he was trained in it only last month, he wants more experience before operating on me.
Of course, I'm in a messy lawsuit. The bus driver (there were no children on board - just some friends of hers along for the ride) admitted fault at the scene of the accident. And I've never had so much as a parking ticket in all my years of driving. Still - I'm expecting to get screwed, especially since I was in excellent health before this.
The depression from all of this has been unreal, of course. I'm grateful to have a wonderful family and friends to see me through this mess.
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