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I am not fat though since I am only gained a little back from my July digestive problem after I had been slowing losing weight. I am out of shape though. I used to be a good runner. I have tried to start running again several times, but I soon give up. I know that I cannot expect to be as good as I was before instantly but I can barely jog a mile. I can't really run like I used to for any length of time. I start running and start to feel tired and say "I really suck. What's the point?' Strangely, I have gotten remarkably strong these past couple years without even trying. Weight training in track was hell for me. I could barely bench the 45 pound bar, but now with only occaisional work related lifting, I can carry sixty pounds easily and lift about eighty. Maybe, I do have a lot of athletic potential at this point in my life, being 25. I was going to apply for an assistant track coach position at a local high school to get myself motivated but I chickened out. If there is not a medical reason not to exercise, start slow and try not to be too hard on yourself. This is advice that I need to follow.
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