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Going out to spend the day (attempting) to bowl at a gay friendly establishment... Compared to 3 years ago it'll be fun to see how much I've deteriorated since then. And a gay-friendly coffee shop. My final attempt to socialize may as well be semi-relaxing. (the last time I tried going out was 3 years ago...)
And to see how many people stare at me as if I'm some sort of freak. :D
No booze though. I'm done with that. Total waste.
And tomorrow morning go back to my *-friendly MCC (gay-friendly) church, just to see what's changed - if not the graffiti and broken windows that get replaced every other month, the last I recall from going there... And not because they're *-backers but because they're glbt. (Also, some of the congregation - the really vocal lot - post very unusual personal ads; for looking for friends-only and claiming to be reeeeeally into their Christian beliefs, it's odd what they'll post in the "adults only" section... or why they'd bother at all; the sites I used to frequent catered to those not exactly looking for a LTR or partnership (they had but precious few did, and some of those who did decided to write to me telling me how I am 'unevolved'. Okey dokey, I have no idea what I said to deserve that and especially when I was looking solely for a LTR or partnership but oh well... but don't expect to see that in any blog entry. I've already far more interesting stuff written into that... :D Lovely thing, childhood...)
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