What's the name of the foul piece of swine that broke your heart?!

[HEyHEY]

Adrianna.

[Fiona]

1. Brad...

Damn you, Angelina!!!

[Rabrrrrrr]

2. Ha! That heartbreaking mendicant c*nt shall remain nameless.

@#*(^&$%# her.

[HEyHEY]

3. "Mendicant" That's my favourite insult!

I love using it in traffic

[Felix Mala]

80. Any signs of life, Spock? Shapely, sexy, voluptuous life?

[Felix Mala]

82. uh...

Misplaced comment... Sorry. See below.

[Felix Mala]

84. John and Rob... One's dead, the other married...

Okay, obviously it's too early in the a.m. for me to figure out how to post my comment where I want it.

[KeepItReal]

4. She knows her name... But doesn't know what she missed...

:-/

[Rabrrrrrr]

6. She packed my bags last night pre-flight.

Mars ain’t the kind of place to raise your kids
In fact it’s cold as hell

[KeepItReal]

8. I try to stay in low-Earth orbit

Wish she could've hung around for a trip or two... Her loss.

[Heidi]

10. You're William Shatner, aren't you?

I _knew_ it.

http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=6570

[Rabrrrrrr]

12. I am totally william shatner

only in a younger body, with my own hair.

[Heidi]

18. Then I think it's only fair to tell you

that my mother's been in love with you for about 30 years.

[miss_kitty]

5. Richard

I gueas that makes him a DICK!!!!!!!!!1!1!!!

:woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo:

[Rabrrrrrr]

7. OMG! You had a crush on Nixon, too!!

I thought I was the only one!

Oh, thank the Maker, I've found a soulmate!

[friesianrider]

9. Adam.

I loved that boy. He was perfect. *sigh*

[Rabrrrrrr]

11. Eve? Is that you, Eve?

My God, it's been AGES!

I've CHANGED! I really have! I no longer till the soil!

[friesianrider]

13. It was because I ate your damn apple, wasn't it?

Selfish bastard. LEARN TO SHARE WITH YOUR WOMAN!!

[Rabrrrrrr]

15. Exuse me, but it was YOU who gave me the fruit from the tree

You ate from it first.

:spank:

[friesianrider]

17. Everything is ALWAYS my fault

I suppose it is also MY fault that we were banished from the Garden of Eden right?! Right?!

[Rabrrrrrr]

22. No, the fault lies with both of us

It was you who ate of it first, sure, but I also offered no questioning nor put up any kind of fight against eating it.

You offered it to me, and I, without a word, just went ahead and ate it, too.

In some ways, I'm more to blame than you are, since at least you considered the morality of it.

[LastKnight]

32. Why would an omniscient god

knowing full well what you would do... put you in a garden with the temptation knowing that you would eat from it before you did infact eat from it... but yet maintain that you have free will?

its impossible i say! to claim that one sees all and knows all and yet let any have any free will in the universe at all. if one had any true free will would there be anything to see?

not to get all matrix like on ya, but... have we already made all of our choices?

woah man, woah... deep.

[kiki]

57. It was a set-up...

"Don't eat that, it's forbidden."

"What's 'forbidden'?"

"It's something you shouldn't do, or there'll be consequences."

"What's 'consequences'?"

"That's where bad things happen, because you did something bad."

"What's 'bad'?"

"Just eat the damn apple."

[Blue-Jay]

14. Oprah.

Call me, Ope! :cry:

[khashka]

102. Is that you, Stedman?

Khash.

[In_The_Wind]

16. can't tell ya

earlier this year I decided not to mention his name again

[BikeWriter]

19. I've forgotten her name. I haven't said it in five years...

I just say What's Her Name if I refer to her around anyone.

[Wetzelbill]

30. I feel you on that one

[BikeWriter]

70. Yep, she quit me after fifteen years. Well, I'm still alive.

[BelleCarolinaPeridot]

20. Erased his name from my memory .

[FuzzySlippers]

21. Didn't she get whacked in the season finale

of the "Sopranos"? Served her right for breaking your heart.

[Wapsie B]

23. Pamela

It's your loss lambchop.

[norml]

24. First Tina, then Carol, then Amy

with some others in between.

[xmas74]

25. David.

And now I hate that name.

[PowerToThePeople]

122. hey now.

Not all of us are bad.

[xmas74]

131. You're not originally from San Diego, are you?

You should be fine. He'd be posting over at FR right now instead of here.

[enigmatic]

26. Jeannie

And boy, was my heart broken..

[Heidi]

27. Lemme at 'er!

Not really. I'm a pacifist. But I'm really glad you survived the Jeannie episode, and I'll be Mrs. Enigmatic is even more glad. :)

[enigmatic]

28. It was classic puppy love, too

We were both 14, and she was a bit more....developed than the other girls in school:) We went on a date for bowling and pizza, and I got to kiss her afterwards and man, I thought I was in heaven. Then she dropped me a week later for the resident burn-out/Matt Dillion clone, and it crushed me. I always wondered what ever happened to her..

[Wetzelbill]

31. Was that the "Lady" Styx chick?

[enigmatic]

99. That was the rebound

Went out w/ her a few months after Jeannie destroyed my heart. That was a lifetime ago..

[Kahuna]

29. Warlock.

:cry:

[Rhiannon12866]

33. I'll never tell, but it's left me with many dark nights of the soul.

I keep wanting to believe that where there's life, there's still hope, but why does it have to be so hard? And does real heartbreak ever really go away? From the number and emotional content of these posts, I would guess that the answer is no.;(

[Wetzelbill]

36. I think it does go away

But, that pain lingers inside you forever. It may not bother you as much, you may rarely feel it, but it's there, you know what it is like and it haunts you. It's like when a boxer gets knocked cold. The next time they get in the ring they are fully recovered, but they know that a piece of them is gone, and that it could happen again. It eats a part of your soul.

Wow, am I ever dark and melancholy tonight? :)

[Rhiannon12866]

52. I don't think it ever does go away. It just lies in wait, until you dare

to venture out there again and then... WHAM! And it doesn't matter how long it is; it is forever patient, just biding its time. The next dark night of the soul could be tonight, or in a thousand nights, but it's going to happen again, suddenly hitting you in the solar plexus and sucking out all the air that you breathe. And, yes, each time it does eat away another part of your soul.;(

And yes, you are. But I'm dark and melancholy too. I've been fighting the demons, tonight, and losing.;(

[Wetzelbill]

58. they can be tough

for sure. Stay strong. I'm sure you have lots of treasures within. :)

[Rhiannon12866]

76. Thanks for your kind words.

This post helped me, tonight, so you did a good deed. I am hardly the type to live out my life on DU. This is the closest I have gotten, actually too close for my comfort, which gives you a clue into my state of mind. But it's now light out; the night is once again over. So maybe I can finally get a little sleep. Thanks for being there and I'll try to remember what you said, whether I believe it or not.:-)

[Wetzelbill]

86. hey no problem

:) (believe it)

[Rhiannon12866]

134. Well, I don't believe it, but thanks.

I really don't believe in much of anything, anymore. Everything that's good and something that you thought that you could count on is ephemeral, gone overnight like the dew on the grass. Nothing good ever lasts and everything evil and that causes pain is eternal.;(

Sorry, but my demons are crowding me, once again.
:scared:

[BeFree]

136. Don't let it get to ya

Whenever the darkness tries to set in, remember that you could hve been born in any of a hundred Aids stricken, drought ridden, grossly injudicial places in this bright beautiful world. Take heart in the fact that you were blessed from day one, are still blessed today, and will die blessed if that is your choice. Yes, it is your choice and your choice alone to be happy or be miserable.

Peace and happiness is a pretty good choice, eh?

[Rhiannon12866]

137. Thank you. Maybe I should go back to the cemetery.

I used to hang out there pretty frequently. My Dad is there, and it gave me some comfort to be with him. But it also kind of put things in perspective. My life may have gone down the tubes, but I, at least, still have one. I'm at least better off than somebody.:-(

Sorry to have been so emotional, but I just received a hard thrust to the solar plexus from a totally unexpected source, the one in this world that I thought I could trust. I was totally blindsided and am not taking it well. I thought I had lost trust, only to find it again, so to have had hope snatched away is an even harder blow. I'll just go away now, pull my hole in after me. It's safer there, even if I'm alone in the dark. Sorry.;(

[BeFree]

140. No reason to be sorry

Hell I've been there: digging deeper with every breath.

My light was the truth at the top of the hole. The truth that no matter how bad I thought I was, I was still better off than so many more who were worse off than me, yet they could still smile and be happy. I figured, Hey! if they can do it, so can I.

That's when I realized it was just me digging the hole deeper.

[Nigel_Tufnel]

144. chin up, sweetie, it's not so bad!

just do the best you can while you're here. i don't believe in god or anything, but i think that afterwards you become part of the great cosmos. what could be better than being part of the universe -- as carl sagan said "we are all star stuff."

i'm just happy for the little things anymore -- honeysuckle, sunsets, cardinals and blue jays...

[Wetzelbill]

34. the good one was Lisa, she even e-mailed me today, but.....

I won't mention the other one. I loved her for a good six years or so. Never gave me a chance. I heard she just got married. I always promised myself that the last time I would let my heart be broken by her was the day she was married. I didn't really feel anything. She e-mailed me a few years ago when my book came out, congratulated me on it, etc. That was fine. I can get along ok. But, I haven't seen her in maybe 6 years and I wouldn't mind if I never saw her again. It was that bad. We couldn't really ever get along in person. She shattered me so deeply that I have never fully opened up to a woman. I'm not as likely to be assertive either. I sometimes don't go for what I want because in the back of my mind is the hurt that she hit me with. One of the worst parts of me moving back home is I will probably, well, almost certainly run into her again. I dread it. But, I'm so different now that I doubt it will effect me, not like it used to anyway. The name though, it rhymes with my first name, so there you go.

[LastKnight]

38. six years. damn.

gotta hate the shit where you just give and give and recieve almost nothing in return.

[Wetzelbill]

39. oh I got something in return

Pure hell. I worshipped the very dirt she treated me like.

So was Christi the one that you liked for 2 and a half years and dropped out of school for some other guy? I remember you mentioned that on my one thread from earlier this week.

Speaking of that thread. That woman who I was all broke up about, I sent her an e-mail the other day and she got back to me! Nothing much but it's a start, you know? :)

[LastKnight]

40. no that was somone different.

her name is kailee... but were still friends... everything is good now. and just goes to show that everything gets better eventuially.

Christi took my heart faster and broke it into smaller pieces. but thats the way it goes sometimes. and chances are ill see her again - were still in the same school its a small campus, so im sure our paths will cross again. dont quite know what to think about that yet. if she asked for forgiveness and another shot at it i dont think i would be able to turn her down, and i dont know if thats a good thing.

hey, your friend got back to ya, thats great... what did i tell ya, it couldnt hurt to try. lemme know how it turns out.

[Wetzelbill]

41. damn you're about as luckless as I am...

yeah, I threw a hail mary and it just might work. :)

I'll be sure to keep everybody posted on it.

[Evergreen Emerald]

75. That makes me sad.

I hope you guys are wrong and that there is a way to get over that hurt.

You are a sensitive, caring and insightful person--perhaps a better person for having gone through the experience. My grandmother always tells me that if she had a magic wand she would "ping" away the pain. She also says what does not kill you makes you stronger. I hope she is right. And I am still looking for that magic wand.

[Wetzelbill]

77. oh thank you

I'm ok with it now. I wish I could get over the anxiety part though. Her legacy was to make me less assertive and much more shy than I should be. But, it did make me stronger in many ways. For sure. I hope you find that magic wand. :)

[LastKnight]

35. Christi

and damn did she hurt.

[Wetzelbill]

37. I hear that

[youthere]

42. Todd....I was 15.

Todd you suck.

[Wetzelbill]

44. yeah Todd

WTF were you thinking, Todd? You dumbass. (sorry I got into it a little too much) :)

[youthere]

50. That's allright...

I'm glad SOMEone has my back...even if it's 20+ years later.
:pals:

[Wetzelbill]

51. timing never was my thing

:)

[Ariana Celeste]

121. Mine was a Todd, too. I was 14

I thought I was in love. I still think I was. :)

[supernova]

43. John, both times oddly

I was married to one for nine years. That was the really bad one that took me years to recover from.

The other one was several years ago. We went out for nine months. Odd sort of symmetry there. Anyway, The only reason I think about him is he dumped me in a particularly weaslely bad way.

*Sigh* Sometimes it's very hard to keep trying to find someone who cares for me.

But it's their loss.

[Wetzelbill]

45. yeah it is their loss

from what I know of you around these parts you're pretty awesome. :)

[LynneSin]

46. Lew

:cry:

I still love him, but man that was over 20 years ago

[Wetzelbill]

56. I bet ol' Lew would give up a vital limb

to have a woman have as good as you nowadays. :) You've always struck me as a woman with lots of strength intelligence and class. (I am either very sweet or an incredible kiss ass, take your pick) :)

[LynneSin]

61. In the long run I was better off without Lew

I just didn't know it back then

[sniffa]

47. fredo

[Wetzelbill]

55. Well, yeah, Fredo went against the family and everybody knows....

you don't ever go against the family. Good one Sniffa. :) :rofl:

[Sugar Smack]

141. OMG!!!!!!!!!!

:rofl: :rofl: :rofl: :rofl: :rofl: :rofl:

[baldguy]

48. I actually did forget her name.

About a year and a half after she left, I bumped into her. For the life of me I couldn't remember her name. She caught on after a few minutes of idle chit-chat, and I got to tell her "Sorry, what's your name again?"

[MrScorpio]

49. I forgot

I like it that way

[Wetzelbill]

54. I call bullshit on # 48 and # 49 you just DON'T forget that sort of thing

No, I'm JK. I wish I could forget actually, you're both lucky. :)

[MrScorpio]

60. The shit happened 21 years ago. I really don't care anymore

Wait, I remember now.... Toni

Fuck her

[Wetzelbill]

62. damn I didn't mean to make you remember

sorry about that. Honest.

[MrScorpio]

63. 17 years with my wife shoved Toni out of my head

There was no room left

That's why I forgot

[kiki]

53. I was born with a broken heart...

...hence my heart is unbreakable. ;)

[Wetzelbill]

59. so evasive

Blah....

I was hoping to hear some dirt. :)

[noonwitch]

64. I break their hearts before they can break mine.

LOL

[wakeme2008]

65. Where have you been

and did you see this

http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=show_topic&forum=105&topic_id=3710961

[MissHoneychurch]

66. A....

you can say Asshole if you want.

[Wetzelbill]

72. guys like me can make the pain all go away...

or pretty much just talk big, but you know, that's neither here nor there.

:)

[Trigger Hippie]

67. *sigh* Scott

It's soooo your loss, loser.

:)

:hi:

[MissMillie]

68. All of them

well, they didn't all "break my heart" but they were all losers. I'm a loser magnet

[Wetzelbill]

71. A loser magnet hmmmmm....

Enter Bill.

:)

[Drifter]

69. Brenda ....

Moved away and got engaged ... before dumping me.

I hope she is .... never mind.

Cheers
Drifter

[Hugin]

73. Hmm...

Should I start with "A" to "Z"?

[GOPisEvil]

74. Well, if you've never been in love, you get no broken heart!

Yay for me! :bounce:

[bridgit]

79. it is said you have to have a heart to break it as well...

:shrug:

[GOPisEvil]

85. Oh, I have one...

...just not always good about sharing it. :)

[bridgit]

78. i don't know his name, or perhaps i've blocked it out...

but he's the guy that shot my CHP boyfriend while in uniform & on duty & 2wks later ended up killing him, i was pregnant with our 1st child, we were flushed with hope & promise & future & it was all torn from the headlines & so...that's the motherfucker who broke my heart whoever the fuck he is

[Wetzelbill]

81. wow, I'm so sorry bridgit

that's awful. My condolences. :hug: You're a really cool person and everything, I wish you the best in everything. That can't be easy to get over. You'll be in my thoughts.

[bridgit]

93. thanks, bill...

again, i think you're the bees knees as well :hug:

[Wetzelbill]

94. aw shucks

:)

[bridgit]

117. twern't noth'n...

:popcorn:

[Sugar Smack]

142. God, bridgit. I'm so sorry.

How is it that you are such a sane and strong woman? Part of me believes it's your sense of humor that takes you to sanity. Your strength astounds me. I am really sorry.

:pals: :hug:

Love always, s

[Binka]

83. Mr Narcissist

The reverse gift that just keeps TAKING. Gawd I just don't think I will EVER love again. This nearly killed me.

[Wetzelbill]

87. Funny running into you here

:)

Sounds rough. Stay strong. I pretty much run out of advice and words since I said it all on the other thread, lol. :)

[Binka]

88. Hey There

Oh boy rough ain't the right word. What can you say about a man you date long distance for 10 months, who gets you to move, and let's you do all the work finding the new place to move into, gets you pregnant, then lets you "find" a letter that lets you know he is STILL MARRIED? Like I said rough doesn't even come close.

Nice to see you.

[Wetzelbill]

89. yikes.... I don't think any words exist....

I can think of some four letter ones though. :)

Good to see you too.

[Binka]

92. Fuckwittage

Mendacious yammering pile o' shit fuckwittage.

[leftofthedial]

90. sandy

[DeposeTheBoyKing]

91. Vijay

[Dave Reynolds]

95. Gail.

Not very nice.

[Corgigal]

110. Hey my name is Gail

What the hell did i do?

My first heartbreak was named Craig. Jewish boy with parents who made the big bucks vs cranky catholic middle class family. No future..none

[Dave Reynolds]

123. Probably not you,

but you married me, took up with a friend of mine within a month, and filed for divorce at 9 months into marriage.

But, before I moved out, I brought a girl home from a party, kicked you out of bed, and had some loud lovin' while you went to the couch.

So there.

:evilgrin:

[Corgigal]

124. Damn

not me, I'm not into all that drama. I got a divorce the first time around too but we were actually civil about it. Yeah, I know ...boring.

[Dave Reynolds]

126. I was a real asshole back then,

okay, I still am, but not nearly as bad now.

Civility, on hindsight, would have been better.

[Wetzelbill]

151. I have to admire that move Dave

I doubt I would have had the balls to do that. I would've probably gotten shot too.

[progmom]

96. Steve Guttenburg

:cry:

[khashka]

103. Stop this madness

Seriously! How do you think I feel? After revealing the truth that I'm your illegitimate child, I find out tonight that Guttenberg fathered your baby. I can put 2 and 2 together!

Damn it, he's my father! I can never live this shame down.

Khash.

[progmom]

112. ok...i must have missed something

you're my child???

[khashka]

118. The scandal thread awhile back

I said I was your illegitimate child from when you got knocked up when you were 14. You said that then I must be very young.

What? Are you saying Steve Guttenberg isn't my Daddy? That it's all been a terrible mistake? Thank god!

Khash.

[progmom]

120. oh...right

and i did think steve guttenburg was cute when i was 14. so...you never know.... :shrug:


but if you're my son, then all this nekkid talk is just wrong!

[spacelady]

97. Rick, hope you are miserable & imprisoned.

[Fenris]

98. Kathryn, goddamn her.

[khashka]

100. Randall

But I call him Ratfuck Bastard. Just one of those cute little nicknames lover's give each other.

Khash.

[XemaSab]

101. Tristan

Two days after I declared my undying love for him, he ripped my heart out and stomped on it and stomped on it some more.

I didn't speak to him for a couple weeks, then I called him to give him the opportunity to apologize, and he stomped on my heart STILL FURTHER.

I haven't been the same since.

[no name no slogan]

113. whatta dick

'specially since you're such a sweetie. :)

[XemaSab]

153. Thanks

:-)

[distantearlywarning]

104. Kevin.

That asshole. Emotionally abusive and destroyed my stuff.

And there was also the fabulous Todd, who gave my favorite leather jacket to a stripper.

[bigwillq]

105. Mark

:cry:

[sleipnir]

106. Sleipnir

I break my own heart, every night, with a finely crafted hammer.

[6000eliot]

107. Andy

[BamaGirl]

108. Carl

and if any of y'all are Carl and were in the Navy in the early 90's, well, you suck. ;) lol

[Maestro]

109. Pam

but if she hadn't ripped my heart out and trounced all over it with her feet then spit on it as if I met nothing to her, I never would have met my wife. So I guess I need to thank her.

[Samurai_Writer]

111. I've had so many, it's hard to choose...

So I guess I'll go by decade...

17 -- Jeff, who I dated seriously my junior year of high school. He got me pregnant, than immediately dumped me and started dating someone else. Never spoke to me again after the "I'm pregnant" talk. Never supported me during the pregnancy or when I placed the baby for adoption. He was killed 10 years later in a freak mountain climbing accident, but I didn't find out until about 3 years ago.

26 -- Stan, who after dating me for an entire year, broke up with me because I was 'a fat cow' (his words). Even though I was the exact same size I had been when we started dating. And I wasn't fat, either, just normal-sized. Killed my self-esteem for quite a while.

35-38 -- Gene, my 2nd husband, who, I found out, was a pathological liar, adulterer, and scam artist. Actually found a written 'journal' entry claiming he never loved me and only married me for the security and lifestyle ($$$) I could provide. Haven't had a serious relationship with a man since then, about 8 years ago. Destroyed my trust and made me very wary of getting into another relationship.

44 -- Haven't been in a relationship since my divorce ended when I was 38.

[Canadian Socialist]

114. Daren

I knew it was wrong right from the start. But... he was so damn cute. With a smile that rivaled Tom Cruise's. Sigh. He will always be my ONE TRUE LOVE !!!11!!11

[slutticus]

115. Lauren.

Then Kelly.

Then Ruth.

Then Heather.

Then Maria.

Who's next? Come on...get in line...the fist kick in the nuts is free!

[no name no slogan]

116. Gretchen

after ten years, it's apparently over-- no ifs, ands or buts; no further discussion; out of the blue.

we're in the middle of a divorce right now. but i've come to realize that she's doing ME the favor. now i can go find somebody to love, who will love me back even though i'm nowhere near perfect.

[elfrangel]

119. Let's see....

Sam....he was hornier than a dog in heat. One of those guys who isn't happy unless he has every female within a 50 mile radius panting after him. Last count he was "dating" about 20 of us at the same time. Sleeping with 19...I was the one who was holding out.

He slept with my "best friend" ,I use that term loosely; and I dumped her, but not him.(Yeah, I know.) I caught him cheating on multiple occasions, but always believed his explanations.(I know) Then he broke up with me and I stopped eating.(I KNOW) I still can't stand to be in the same place as him....that's been over 10 years ago.

Upside: I wrote a paper about him in College. Got to put my anger and loathing into words. Got an A on the paper. :headbang:

[no name no slogan]

125. that's funny, i write songs about my exes

i recon after the divorce, i got a four-cd deluxe box set in me! :P

[Dastard Stepchild]

127. Male: Mike, Female: Emily

Mike and I had a Pretty in Pink thing going on. He was a prep, I was a punk. We had a summer romance, and he dumped me when school began because his friends thought I was a freak.

Emily was the first girl I ever realized I adored. She would play with my hair, lay my head on her shoulder or her lap, and sometimes lead me to believe that something (ANYTHING) was going to happen. I gave her my heart... she thought it was a soccer ball.

:cry:

[Bouncy Ball]

128. Donny.

But that was...oh my GOD, almost 20 years ago. Damn, way to make me feel old.

I'm waaaaaaaaaaay over it.

[BiggJawn]

129. Which one?

Debi broke it so bad not even J-B weld can fix it...

The rest of them just roughed it up a bit.

[SarahB]

130. Erik

First nearly 17 years ago, then I was stupid enough to let him break it again a year later. :eyes:

[JVS]

132. Ha Ha Ha! It's never happened and never will!

One must strive to be strong as steel and even more rigid!

[WCGreen]

133. Frank, I was so drunk

[Pale Blue Dot]

135. I've only had my heart broken once

And it wasn't by a foul piece of swine, it was by a perfectly OK person who simply decided that I wasn't the right choice for her.

All of the heartbreaks and catastrophes in our lives have lead us to where we are now. And since I love where I am now, I wouldn't change a single second, or ease any of the pain in any way.

[BeFree]

138. Frances

Was the hardest of 'em all. But I don't blame her, I still love them all.

As the old saying goes: Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.

I'm going thru something right now that coulda' have been a real heart breaker, but as it is will just tweak it a bit. Nevertheless, any ride to the top, where upon yee fall from, is a ride not to be missed. I'm just sitting here waiting for the next ride up. Get yer ticket here! All aboard!

[Left_Winger]

139. She broke my heart, but I do not consider her a swine...

sometimes one must let things go. She is now in Russia teaching. It's a long story which I will not go into here.

:cry:

[Sugar Smack]

143. Lars- You know what, Lars?

You weren't really all that special. You were just another artist in a SEA of artists in Chapel Hill. That's right, hate to break it to you, and you really weren't all that good. Putting 4 TVs together and painting over them? You're an asshole if you think you're the first person to ever think of that, LOL! Also, I am NOT a mental midget just because I never read "Naked Lunch". Good for you for "getting" Burroughs. I've read Ovid and Aeschylus, so put that in your fancy pipe and smoke it. And that 'zine you did years ago was laughable at best! If only I'd been a little more outree, I'd have kept your love and probably would have wound up living in a cardboard box, so thank god you found some ballet dancer who gets your references! LOL!!!

:cry:

[no name no slogan]

145. he "gets" Burroughs?

yeah, right. either he's a junky or he's being a pretentious a-whole. you deserve better than that. :hug:

[Sugar Smack]

146. OMG, you just made my entire day.

That was like ten years ago, too. He wasn't a junkie because he was so "enlightened", right? And what 23 year old desperate girl isn't going to fall for that? It was two years, and I spent the next 3 wondering what I'd done. Hehe. I even wrote a "Lars" notebook. Yes, he was a pretentious asshole.

:hug: :hug: :hug: :loveya: :loveya:

[no name no slogan]

147. I knew guys like that, same age/demeanor/etc

i hung around with the art crowd in my teeny-weeny college town (pop 8,000), and several of the men were like that: all-too-hip, very stylish, but mediocre artists, at best. they were also quite mean to their women too, which i never understood, because they always dated the nicest sweetest people.

the truly talented guys were all slightly socially retarded, fairly normal looking, and exceedingly brilliant. they weren't anti-social but most of their time was spent doing art, or hanging around with people who really loved doing art. they didn't do the bars or social scene-- they were totally at home creating like madmen possessed.

glad you got over Lars. he sounds like a real jerk.

:loveya: :hug:

(ps check yr PMs later, i'm sending you something) :)

[Sugar Smack]

150. Thank you- he was what I would call "fey"-

a little beyond the pale, and totally on purpose. I took to that chicken-scratching and believed that he knew what he was talking about simply because I didn't understand him at times. He made for a great eavesdropping partner, though. I would incorporate some of what we overheard into my writing. I appreciated his appreciation until the day it disappeared.


:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

[mopinko]

148. john

he not only broke my heart, i married paul on the rebound. there is a thread here in the lounge about our impending divorce.

[sakabatou]

149. Sabrina

[SOteric]

152. Jeff.

Hence my new Rule of Life: Never trust a man named Jeff.

[DS1]

154. Chastity