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It is not a small business but it is one location and privately owned. I know more than is helpful for my own morale working there. There are some serious problems there, things that I would do differently if it were up to me and would make things better if I could. The dictators run the show though. I don't know why I am worried though. In a way, it would be beneficial to me to have the company close. I am unhappy there and want another job. I seem to have trouble getting a better job. I also have troubles when it comes to parallel or lower jobs. They either don't want me because they are suspicious about why I want to leave my current position or they paying poorly. I feel pressure not to take a lower paying job than I have now. If I lost my job, although we would face financial troubles by lower pay, I would not feel personally responsible for our situation as I would if I accepted a lower paying job right now. I would feel bad for everyone else of course, but for me personally, it might be a good thing. Am I a bad person for looking at things this way.
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