im exhausted, but cant sleep

[LastKnight]

dont you hate it when something haunts you on the edge of sleep, a bit of your past, maybe, or something you wished you had accomplished at one point or another.

damn late night thoughts. ive lost more sleep to you...

[BikeWriter]

1. Water under the bridge, my Friend.

[LastKnight]

6. i knew i wouldnt be alone

on this type of thing. at least its normal, nice to know.

[BikeWriter]

7. I've had those thoughts, too...

"If only I'd done this instead of that." It doesn't help.

[LastKnight]

8. i know.

just gotta shake em before i go lay back down.

[BikeWriter]

9. Hang in there. Keep on trying. That's all I could ever do...

I've raised my two kids and three step-kids. I'm alone, but I earned a retirement. You just have to keep working at it.

[enigmatic]

2. All my life

It's one of the reasons why I'm a night owl. I know it sounds crazy, but it's good to have those thoughts come out at times; as long as they don't overwhelm you, it's healthy, at leat that's IMO.

Everybody needs to see their darkness every so often.

[LastKnight]

4. thats why im up and about

rather than lay there letting them take me where they want to go, i do that, but i limit it to an hour or two at a time... then i need to get up and check the reality of things... make sure that im not just going crazy like my subconcious tells me i am.

[WCGreen]

3. They toy with you.... Letting you fall almost into sleep

and they shout out, EVERYBODY OUT OF THE POOL

[LastKnight]

5. the angriest lifegard ive ever encountered, actuially. lol.

[AntiCoup2K4]

10. To quote our last legally elected President, "I feel your pain"

I haven't really slept since Saturday night. Tonight I haven't even bothered trying. In my case I can't even blame it on haunting thoughts or any thing like that, at least not consciously. I simply can't fall asleep and have no idea why. I just know it sucks.

On the positive side, I finally get to hear what "Morning Sedition" sounds like. They're good, but I'd still rather sleep.