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for situational anxiety and panic attacks. We had a house-fire in early December, and the aftermath has been very difficult for me to deal with.
I am not having nearly the level of anxiety I was having before I started taking it, and the panic attacks are to a minimum. I'm sleeping better (though the Ambien is really helping there when I take it) even when I'm not taking Ambien before bed. I'm far more motivated and a lot more up than I was 7 weeks ago.
I am doing a lot better in social situations, I'm actually losing weight (I was having a terrible time even maintaining my weight before) without starving myself, I'm getting work-work done (even though I'm on medical leave right now - I'm a psychologist and I am no use to anyone else when I was as bad as I was in late December), getting fun-work done (I spent a year suffering with writer's block and a creative block that kept me from painting or doing anything creative), and according to my husband, I'm "back." Apparently, the stress of the last couple years has been doing more damage to me than I thought, and he noticed that I've come back to who I was before I went back to working as a shrink. (It may be because I'm not working, too; I may not be cut out for this job. I'm seriously considering going into academic research even though it pays horribly (like $17K a year) because it doesn't stress me so badly.)
I can read LBN and GD without wanting to get back into bed, pull the covers over my head, and never come out. I can read GD:P without too many idle visions of first class funerals. I'm concentrating better; I can finish long articles in the journals and I can stick with longer novels.
It kicked in fast - one of the reasons my physician and my therapist and I decided to go with it. Three or four days, iirc.
Now the downsides: my sex drive is diminished (somewhat; it's not flat, but I have a pretty healthy one to begin with. Someone who is more marginal may have a worse time with it), I need to take fiber supplements to keep my digestion from being unfortunate and unpleasant, and I am having headaches. We've had my head in an imaging machine, and it's mostly sinus-related, so it may not be related to the lexapro at all, but it's hard to say. I'm occasionally a bit dizzy and my stomach has been somewhat more delicate.
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