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Good morning everyone. RL is in Minnesota still and asked me to fill in again. :hi:
Learning to Float
Relax. It's like love. Keep your lips moist and parted, let your upturned hands unfold like water lilies, palms exposed.
Breathe deeply, slowly. Forget chlorine and how the cement bottom was stained blue so the water looks clear
and Caribbean. Ignore the drowned mosquitoes, the twigs that gather in the net of your hair. The sun is your ticket,
your narcotic, blessing your chin, the floating islands of your knees. Shut your eyes and give yourself
to the pulsating starfish, purple and red, that flicker on your inner lids. Hallucination is part of the process,
like amnesia. Forget how you learned to swim, forget being told Don't panic. Don't worry. Let go
of my neck. It's only water. Don't think unless you're picturing Chagall, his watercolors of doves and rooftops,
lovers weightless as tissue, gravity banished, the dissolving voices of violins and panpipes. The man's hand
circles the woman's wrist so loosely, what moors her permits her to float, and she rises past the water's skin,
above verandas and the tossing heads of willows. Her one link to earth, his light-almost reluctant-touch, is a rope
unfurling, slipping her past the horizon, into the cloud-stirring current. This far up, what can she do but trust he won't let her go? ---April Lindner
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