Just signed into the account I used to use to talk to my Love. It's been deactivated!

[crim son]

Which means I've gone thirty days without checking for him. I remember when I was wondering if there'd ever come a time when I wouldn't check it daily. That time is here. Two more months and it will be a year since he left me.

Pay no attention to the (wo)man behind the curtain. She's just trying to avoid going to bed.

[u4ic]

1. Good for you!

That's progress. :toast:


:hug:

[crim son]

3. Ya think?

It would be better if I didn't sign in at all, but yes, it's progress. And, I didn't renew the account! He won't be there anyway. :toast:

[u4ic]

13. Absolutely!

You described it well yourself, in both posts. Read over what you posted a few times, and give yourself a big pat on the back. :bounce:

[crim son]

17. I'm reading and you're right.

Progress is being made! Thanks, u4ic :hug:

[CaliforniaPeggy]

2. My dear crim son.........

I'm here for you, sweetie.......

Do you want to talk? I can call if you do......... :hug:

[crim son]

4. I think I'd just cry.

With the year anniversary coming up I am losing it again. I really ought to go to bed but I am having trouble forcing myself. Why? because tomorrow is another day & more of the same.

:hug: Thanks for the offer. I'm a big freaking baby and that's why I've been posting so much tonight.

[CaliforniaPeggy]

9. Anytime, sweetie......

And you know I mean it, too.......:hug:

And yes.........Tomorrow is another day...another day further away from the pain and the loss.....

[SPKrazy]

5. congrats!

i remember that other crim son

this one is stronger!

:yourock: :hug:

[crim son]

6. She feels like a pile of sloppy mush

who actually envies you your small adventures. Ooops. Did I say that?

I should be getting better, Pawpicker.

[SPKrazy]

8. you are better

and lets watch the word "small" please ;)

[crim son]

11. Sorry. I have no data to support that assertion. :) n/t

[SPKrazy]

;) You're wonderful!

no doubt about it!

:yourock: :loveya: :grouphug:

[BarenakedLady]

7. Who loves you baby?

I do, that's who. :loveya::hug: Now go to bed...I know tomorrow is more of the same, but you always have me to commiserate with

[crim son]

10. PMd you. Not going to bed but rather pouring myself a glass.

It's all about quitting right now. Boo hoo.

[BarenakedLady]

15. What are we quitting now, love?

Men?




bwahahahahahahaha:rofl:



Damn bastards with their abs and pecs and glutes and......:banghead:

[crim son]

16. I quit men early last March.

Now I think I'm quitting that other bothersome stuff. School, piano, hope. It gets in the way of my feeling sorry for myself, ya know?

[BarenakedLady]

18. I find there is never quite enough hours in the day

for feeling sorry for oneself. I may permanently attach my ass to this bed for the next week or so. How much luck do you think I will have with that?

[crim son]

19. The husbands do seem to rise to the occasion.

Which only adds to the guilt.

[GoddessOfGuinness]

12. Bed will help, my friend...

Depriving yourself of sleep will make you depressed.

Which reminds me...I need to go to sleep now!

:hug::hug::hug:

A better future does not await you, because it's already here!

:hug::hug::hug:

[crim son]

14. Sleep well, GOG.

I sleep too much and that is why I'm awake right now. Talk to me tomorrow around 10:a.m. Different story. :hug: :hug: :hug:

[BikeWriter]

20. It will get easier with time.

[Ghost in the Machine]

21. try this.......

with your elbows at your side, hold your hands out in front of you, palms up, balled into fists.

slowly open your hands, fingers spread, then quickly turn your hands upside down, palms facing down.

There! You just let the past slip out of your hands. Now reach out and embrace today, and the great future that comes with it from here on out.

I know the pain of a relationship gone bad... and it does get better with time

:hug:

Ghost

[Midlodemocrat]

22. I'm sorry crim son.

But you *will* feel better with time. Hard to believe, but your heart will heal.

:hug: