Damn, breaking off a relationship makes me even more desperate than before!

[BreweryYardRat]

I broke up with my girlfriend before it got serious. Why? Because after some hard thinking, I'm not emotionally mature enough to handle a long-term relationship with someone who has a 2-year-old kid. (I'm 18, my girl was 22.)

Of course, now I realize how much I miss being kissed. It's easy to do without when you haven't sucked face in months, but when you were steadily making out once a week or so until just recently...it's like a physical pain.

I really am desperate for some sort of human contact. I dropped messages to the only two girls I know (and am attracted to) who might be willing to mess around with me. If both of them say no...well, I know a bi dude who's kind of cute. I'll try my luck there.

And no, I'm not going to represent this as anything other than me wanting to have someone to mess around with.