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Edited on Wed Dec-31-08 10:50 AM by RetroLounge
You guys have a great New Years. There will be no poems from me for a few days...
See you next year...
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Psalm of Snow
I had forgotten how to say yes. That's the trick of heartbreak. It makes you forget yes. The voices in my head were not kind, so you took me to the woods to empty out. My old shoulder was wired with pain, and there was a needle in my hip, but we lay on a wide flat rock in the snow as the intoxicated sun licked our faces with breathing light
like a yellow dog, simple in its joy, licking our chins and lips and necks and a long wind came from over the mountaintop and cooled our left sides, and the Sacramento River wept through us like time, and spoke its liquid foolish syllables, senseless, sensual, almost sentient, and I lay with my head nested between your breasts and listened.
Time to climb, you said, and I felt snow-wing angelic as we snowshoed above Castle Lake, leaving traces behind like snow rabbits with webbed feet, silver squirrels, prints on the glass of the world, a little evidence for angels to investigate after that death magic resolves us to nothing again. I heard omens in the wind, psalms in the bent warm sunlight that makes the snow mountains weep.
Something was coming, something foreign as joy, a clue to how to live once you're done with sorrow, a way of being in being like a long breath exhaled, leaving a trace on the air before it resolves again to air, the frozen lake, ice fishers waiting for something great to rise, the mountaintop lifting its white head in trance and saying its one good word: snow.
Tony Barnstone
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:hi:
RL
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