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The Widower
Already he saw it all, rocked back against his tobacco counter, staring out the barred window of his grocery at the highway and the green wilderness of kudzu quilting the hills beyond. Often a customer standing inside the door had to shuffle or cough, or a stranger in a hurry might slap the top of the Coke box. I raided the ice-cream cooler a hundred times.
On hot days a fan turned its slow head in a corner, and in winter the fat stove sighed over the oiled floor. A gospel quartet sang on the radio, promises that may have signified. For a clean high tenor his head would tilt, and he rarely moved unless he had to.
The spirit had simply settled into a chair to rock for twenty years. It was as though he’d found a window into himself, or out, and only occasionally, when the store was empty, would he turn to check the register or the meat freezer, the aisle behind the dress patterns and the racks of thread, the way a traveler broke down in the country will look up the road for help he knows isn’t coming, or a man who’s lost a good watch will continue to glance at his wrist.
David Bottoms
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:hi:
RL
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