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Edited on Tue Feb-03-09 08:32 AM by BlueIris
"The Grief of Men"
The Buddhist ordered his boy to bring him, New Year's morning, a message. He woke; answered; tore open the message he himself had written, and signed, "Buddha."
"Busyness has caught you, you have slowed and stopped. If you start toward me, I will surely come to meet you." He wept. Exhausted by work and travel, I walk.
I hear the coot call his darkening call, and the dog's doubt far back in his throat. A porcupine walks by the water at dusk; no one sees him, under the low bushes.
Men have died on high slopes, as others watch. They look around, and do not see those they love most, and call out the sound the porcupine does not make.
And fresh waters wash past the tidal sands, into the delta, wash past clear bars and are gone. Women can die in childbirth, Bertha, inwardly near me, died,
my father's sister. "No more children, that's it," the doctor said. They wanted a child. The doctor stands by the bed, but Bertha dies, her breath ends, her knees quiver and are still.
Her husband will not lie quiet. He throws himself against the wall. Men come to hold him down. My father is there, sits by the bed long night after night.
—Robert Bly
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