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Not that I was happier. No. More like I understood the human nature behind both blind ideology *and* using the cloak of this ideology to mask baser impulses like greed and the hunger for power. And it saddened me for our country when we didn't look out for our own, started a pointless war, and demonized left-leaning politicians and liberals like myself.
Now, as long as I'm being honest, I'd like to tell you that despite my lefty-beliefs and being on this board, this is the least into any election cycle I can recall sense I've been eligible to vote. Lots going on in my life the last few years: moving to midwest, selling house, underemployment, new job last spring, ill parent, buying a house in late summer, family death Dec 7. In short, I've been paying less attention than usual and I feel like I never formed the bond (intellectual, emotional, patriotic, what have you) that I'm imagining many of you feel.
So my recent anger has been unexpected. It's not b/c I'm so into Obama; it's b/c it is no longer about greed and power and baseless ideology and smearing the entire left. Instead, it is b/c just ONE MONTH IN, all of their efforts are now seemingly focused on DESTROYING A SINGLE MAN. That's all they've got. That's all they are doing. Obama's alternately already a failed president or an evil-genius, Manchurian-syle candidate intent on single-handedly bringing socialism to our shores. Yeah, I'm still sad for our country in all of this, but something about aiming all that hatred at a guy who has managed to bring a shred of grace and hope to the nation is making the bile rise in me, giving me that nausea/rage hybrid that I hadn't felt in a long time.
Anyone else feel the same? Actually angrier than you've been in some time despite the fact that "we won"?
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