it accured to me today that i might be a bit of a bitch

[Ava]

:rofl: i really just tend to not like the people i'm around(other than my family), though i think that has more to do with where i am.. the middle of nowhere. i don't even like my friends here.. they get on my nerves with their petty small town gossip and immature and just insanely stupid concerns. i don't even attempt to have meaningful discussions with them.. and the closer i get to moving away in august the more i seem to be ignoring their phone calls.

i'm just not made for the whole small town thing. driving down the road a random person will wave at me and i think "wtf? why are they waving at me?" rather than "oh how nice, a waving stranger." someone will ask me "how are you today?" and i'll think "the same as yesterday moron"... i don't act on these thoughts and play along with a forced smile and a "i'm good, thank you" but i think i may be a bit of a bitch :rofl:

[UndertheOcean]

1. Life and maturity will mellow you out ....

I used to be like that when I was your age.

[La Lioness Priyanka]

60. i dont think there is anything wrong about getting irritated by superficialities

[UndertheOcean]

64. But that is the road to Nihilism ,

because truly , everything is superficial .

Irritation is a nonacceptance , the most childish reaction of all.

[Ava]

68. .

:rofl:

ok, if you say so

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[Shell Beau]

2. That is what I appreciate about small town living.

Random people waving and saying hello. Of course, my town isn't really all that small. But, you are getting out soon!!! You will have a ball.

[Ava]

4. i think it's just a personality thing

i love people.. i'm very very social.. but what people around here consider being "social" and a good topic of conversation isn't what i'd prefer to talk about or spend my time doing. there are certain things i like about a small town, other things i hate. i definitely thing that my personality is more suited for a city.

[tigereye]

30. I think you've "moved on" - it's clear that you've been thinking about more

complex things than your peer group for years, at least from what you tell us and what you've accomplished. It's hard sometimes to have more vision and different goals that your peers.


I suspect that after you live in NYC for a while, you might have a different perspective on your home town. :)


I appreciate my small town far more now than I did when I was desperate to escape it.

[Ava]

42. there's certain things i like about my small town

but it certinaly isn't the place for me.. not right now at least.

[tigereye]

49. that's what's cool about life, I think

[cwydro]

6. Yeah, me too.

You can't even play hooky from work in my town, for fear you'll see half a dozen people you know.

Go to the grocery store looking like hell and sure 'nuff, you'll see a half dozen more.:rofl:

[nickgutierrez]

3. Maybe a little.

I kid, I kid - you're more "evil" than "bitchy".

:P

[Ava]

5. aww, but i was liking the idea of me being bitchy

as tina fey says, bitches get things done :P

[nickgutierrez]

7. If that's what it takes, go for it!

:D

I'm definitely with you on the whole "small town" thing, too. I feel like asking people sometimes, "is that really all you have to talk about?"

[BlueJazz]

8. Be nasty as you can to everybody in town....I mean, SO mean and disgusting ...

...that everybody will hate to have you around.
Then...get a good friend to start a drive (with Donations) to "Get that Bi*ch out of town"
Friend gives you the massive amount of collected Money.
Move to Big City...Find Man/Woman of your Dreams...Live happily ever after.

[Ava]

9. excellent idea

:rofl:

[sniffa]

10. Small town folk annoy me

I don't make eye contact and I don't talk to strangers.

[bicentennial_baby]

23. You're married to one!

:rofl: :rofl: :rofl:

[sniffa]

29. When was the last time you waved at or talked to a complete stranger?

Some hick you are. :eyes:

[Ava]

32. i don't mind talking to strangers

i mind talking to people who act like they know me when they don't.. ha :P

nah, i mostly just hate the topics of conversation around here. i love meeting new people though

[sniffa]

55. I'm always thrown for a loop

whenever I go out to Greenfield to see Bi-Baby or when I go to NH to buy my cigs. Everyone wants to chat me up and be friendly; even the clerks I just yelled at.

[Midlodemocrat]

11. Might be?

:hide:

[jeff30997]

16. That's the 3rd post today....

where I saw you hiding !What happened to the Midlo that I used to know? :cry:

[Midlodemocrat]

17. Getting ready to gank the vegan one, so I'm keeping a low profile.

Shhh.


:rofl:

[jeff30997]

18. Hehehe.

My mouth is sealed. :evilgrin:

[Ava]

33. takes one to know one

be-yotch! :P

[Midlodemocrat]

37. You need to respect your elders, missy.

[Ava]

39. i'm an old soul

so that rule doesn't apply to me :P

[PBS Poll-435]

12. You?

Never.

[Ava]

34. i'm an angel

;)

[Odin2005]

13. I grew up in a hick town of 500 people so I know EXACTLY what you are talking about!

:banghead:

[Ava]

35. yikes.. even my town isn't that small

:scared:

[Odin2005]

61. Fortunately mine is in the Upper-Midwest, not the Deep South.

The Red River Valley is one of the most liberal rural areas in the US.

[Ava]

69. i imagine that is better

the conservative atmosphere is suffocating, and the narrow-mindedness is appalling.

[jeff30997]

14. Yes you are an evil bitch !!!!

Eeeeeevil I tell ya ! :P

Gee! You're 18 and more mature than me.

Hey,how are you evil bitch?

I'm still waiting for a link to your documentary.

The previews are giga-cool! (Err,anybody use that expression besides me?)

Please make an announcement when it's released !!! :bounce:

Luvya -Jeff

[Ava]

36. the evil bitch is doing well

and yes, the evil bitch is now referring to her bitchy self in third person. ;)

the documentary is done and will be up soon. i'll have an annoucement about it tomorrow, but the online "release" date is later this month, so the wait isn't much longer. :)

how are you doing? :pals:

[jeff30997]

57. Hello! Hey,not so bad.

What a weird thing: I read your post and each time I see "bitch" I feel bad.OK,whatever,now let's

talk about Fallout.I saw 2 previews that I missed and OMFG ! All my hairs from head to toes were

at a 90 degree angle.Sorry to kiss your butt but you're very talented.Can you PM me when it's

available ? Please say yes !!! :)

[Ava]

58. thanks

:blush: i'm excited about the project. it isn't perfect, but i'm very proud of my first attempt at full length. i managed to make a 50 minute documentary with a very very low budget and i learned a LOT from the whole process. we'll see what everyone thinks of it in a few weeks. :)

and will do!

[jeff30997]

63. Excited ?

From the small parts that I've seen I can tell you that it looks very professional.If I didn't

know that you did it and saw it on TV I would think that it was a PBS documentary.(Sorry but I can't

find a better comparison).

[Ava]

70. well thank you

:hug:

[jeff30997]

74. No,thank YOU !

:hug:

[ZombieHorde]

15. When you move to the city (I am guessing that is your plan) you will be fine. nt

[Ava]

38. yup, i'm moving to NYC in the fall

i'll be stuyding at NYU :woohoo:

[ZombieHorde]

47. Exciting, I grew up around NYC, lot's of culture, you'll love it.

I miss the museums.

[Ava]

48. i can't wait

i'm studying film so it is the perfect place to be!

[Lucian]

19. I'm that way also.

My biggest annoyance is small talk. I'm tired of hearing what the weather is like fifty times a day. I know what it's like outside because I was out there! Gah!

Oh, another annoyance is when someone asks me "working hard or hardly working?". :banghead:

[jeff30997]

22. "I'm that way also"

I never heard about male bitches.Maybe I should get out more.:shrug:

[Lucian]

25. Oh....

back in my college days, I was my gf's bitch, but in a good way. ;)

[jeff30997]

52. Ohhh...

I see. Lucky bastid! :)

[Ava]

40. i hate small talk

with a passion.. it's why i rarely answer my telephone :rofl:

[Lucian]

66. I wonder why I even have a cell phone...

most of the time, when people call me, they have nothing to say.

[Ava]

71. same here

[DarkTirade]

20. Ironic that people who need the most space find it in the most crowded areas

and not in the little towns. :P

[rucky]

21. you belong in the city.

I lived in big cities most of my life, and recently started taking to the small-town vibe.

[jeff30997]

24. Oh Noes!1!! Ava as bekame a snobb!1!!

Chee don't not reply to hour posth animore!!1! :cry:

[Ava]

46. who are you?

:P

[jeff30997]

53. I ham a...

dood that neva maid it paast fist grade.

[Ava]

56. ham? how dare you mention ham during the swine flu?

you're so insensitive! :rofl:

[jeff30997]

59. OMG !!!

That's hilarious ! :rofl:

[Odin2005]

62. LOL!!!

:rofl:

[billyoc]

26. Occurred.

Who's a bitch now? :evilgrin:

[Ava]

31. i noticed that after it was too late to edit

i started typing but was thinking "i recently acknowledged" ha..

yup, i feel like an idiot now :P

[MrScorpio]

27. Not at all

You're a young, intelligent woman that rarely suffers fools.

That makes you cool in my book.

All those other MFers need to reach deep down in their pockets to find enough loose change to buy a freakin' clue.

[Ava]

44. ha.. i don't think they sell them around these here parts

;)

[NewJeffCT]

28. It's taken you this long to realize what all DU has known for years?

And, I used to think you were smart!

:evilgrin:



j/k, you're one of the nicest people I know...

[Ava]

45. the first step is acknowledging you're a bitch

the second step is embracing it :evilgrin:

[trof]

41. accured? That's not a word.

One entry found.

Main Entry:
oc·cur Listen to the pronunciation of occur
Pronunciation:
\ə-ˈkər\
Function:
intransitive verb
Inflected Form(s):
oc·curred; oc·cur·ring Listen to the pronunciation of occurring \-ˈkər-iŋ, -ˈkə-riŋ\
Etymology:
Latin occurrere, from ob- in the way + currere to run — more at ob-, car
Date:
1534

1 : to be found or met with : appear 2 : to come into existence : happen 3 : to come to mind <an idea that has occurred to me>

[Ava]

43. yup

http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=view_all&address=105x8743129#8743400

[trof]

50. You're not old enough to be a bitch yet.

Give it a few years.
Live some more.
Experience.

When you hit 35, if you still want to be a bitch, then go for it.
But it's a sad and lonely life.
IMHO
:-(

[Ava]

51. bitches get things done

nah.. apparently being independent and someone who enjoys thinking makes you a bitch. so if that is true i don't mind being a bitch. ;)

[jeff30997]

54. Lies,lies LIES !

I once knew a bitch that was under 35.Err...That is all. :blush:

[Danger Mouse]

65. Well, you and Rev DO have a lot in common.

:hide:

[Ava]

67. she's going to kick your ass

you should be hiding