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The interview which was mostly the psych exam was on Tuesday and I haven't heard from them. I think that I blew the psych exam. It's like I forgot that this guy was the gatekeeper for me getting hired. Maybe, he tricked me that way. Here are some stupid things that I said. 1.Him: What motivates you to do well? Me: It is part of my being. I couldn't imagine not wanting to do well. Him: Does it have anything to do with your mother's competitive attitude towards work (I mentioned that earlier when he asked about what I learned from my parents about work)? Me: Well maybe, but not consciously. My mother pushed us to do well from early childhood and discouraged us from doing things that we weren't good at. For example, I liked to sing but I was only average while my sister was very talented so she discouraged me and I quit joining choir because of that. 2.Him: I see that you got only a 3.1 in college. With someone so accomplished as yourself in high school, that must have been tragic. Me:(Seriously)It was. Him:I was just kidding about that. Anything abive a 3.0 is good and as you said, you were very busy. 3.Him: You are a very accomplished person. What do you consider your biggest accomplishment? Me: Um, I don't know. (Pause) I guess graduating from college. Later on in the interview, I talked about how if I witness any situation where there is a problem that isn't being solved and those who should be repsonsible aren't, that I rise to the occaion and take repsonsibilty. I said that I felt the need to save the world. A little later on, I said that it is sometimes hard for me to accept that I cannot always save the world.
After I got home, I realized how I must have sounded. I think that I need to reevaluate my attitude and what I want out of life before I attempt going for another higher level position. Maybe, I need some counseling. Are shrinks suppose to make you feel like this? Regardless, I'll know that I probably won't get the job if such an evaluation is required as part of the interview process.
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