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but that's not to make you sad or feel bad. it's a compliment. I spent hours and hours alone as a child. sometimes it was lonely. but sometimes I liked being alone. And even today, I can go for hours, days...and not talk to anyone. And not even care. But this house is not the same without you in it. And I always find that there is something I want to tell you or share with you. The dog is getting used to it being just me. But somehow It seems like he's always waiting for you.
I love you, and I'm proud of you. You always work hard. I can always count on that. I trust that you will keep work on improving yourself. And I will do the same. I'm not perfect, but I hope I am a good wife, friend, and lover to you. I hope we can continue to grow as individuals and as a couple.
Thank you for apologizing when you've been out of line. I can't tell you how many women I talk to where their husbands make a mistake and they never ever ever ever ever try to make it right, or even acknowledge that they were wrong. It takes a real man to step up to make things better. And that's you babe. And I love you for it. I got to meet Tuck and Patty once. They said the most important thing they do for each other is to let the other make mistakes. I think that is brilliant.
And I know I'm a real pain in the ass sometimes. I'm sorry for that. You know what a pain in the ass my family is. Unfortunately I have not gotten rid of all that BS, as much as I try. Thank you for your patience.
Thanks for being a cheer leader for me. Thanks for encouraging me to to better, do more, be more. If it weren't for you, I would never have gone back to school. I'm proud that both of our names are on my diploma.
I know it must be hard for you to be away from home day after day. Thank you for stepping up. You know all the trust issues I have...had.....especially when we first got married. You've taught me that I can trust you. I don't think anyone was willing to do that for me until YOU. I love you for wanting to take care of me, the animals, the house. It's something I never had growing up. I know it's been hard with all the struggles for money...with all the crap that life's thrown at us the minute we got married. But you've always done the right things for both of us. Life has sure thrown us a few curve balls in the last three years.
I was just missing you, and wanted to let you know how much I love you. I'm having a beer and watching Rachel Maddow on the internet. It's what we would be doing if you were here.
Don't work too hard. See you this weekend. Call me when you get off work this morning, unless you are too tired.
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