that I owned my home.
I worked on the graveyard shift and a number of bump and rob incidents had happened in the area I lived in. I started carrying a firearm in my car in the glove box which is legal in Florida.
One of my co-workers who had a carry permit suggested that I get one. He knew I was a professional speeder (one who knows where the cops hide and rarely gets caught). He mentioned that if I was ever caught and was asked if I had a firearm in the car, things would go much easier if I had a carry permit. It made sense to me so I applied and obtained one.
At first I had little interest in carrying and when I did, I tried to carry a Colt 45 auto, which is a big heavy firearm that is uncomfortable to carry. I rarely carried it when I was just going to the store, I had to take the time to put on a holster and the appropriate clothing to conceal the weapon. In short, it was a pain in the ass. Eventually I tried more compact firearms but still didn't carry regularly.
One day at the pistol range, the range master who was an ex-cop asked me if I carried on a regular basis. I explained to him that I did if I was going on a road trip but normally I left the weapon at home.
He chewed my ass. He told me, "The state of Florida, in all its wisdom, has granted you the right to carry a firearm concealed. They didn't do this for your ego so you can show it to your friends and brag. They don't want you to be a cop or a vigilante, but they have granted you the right to carry a concealed weapon and use it if you are attacked on the street by someone who intends to seriously injure or kill you. They also allow you the right to defend another victim who faces the same threat if you choose.
He also said, "I've watched you shoot your firearm and I believe you are fairly competent with it. I don't want to pick up the newspaper and read that you were shot and killed or seriously injured and were unarmed. Now start carrying your damned firearm."
To me what he said made sense. After all, I had invested the time and the money to get a carry permit and I did shoot on a regular basis and even spent time learning how to point shoot with either my left or right hand. I could shoot a tight group at 25 yards (which is target shooting) but could also hit a target at close range in the "kill zone" firing very rapidly. I, in no way, consider myself all that great a shooter but often some people would gather to watch me shoot at the range.
I thought about what he said and decided to buy one more firearm for concealed carry. I chose a .38 S&W model 642 snub nosed revolver. It is a good defensive weapon but not one that a person who intends to shoot a number of people would choose. (I should warn anyone considering buying this weapon that it is not a beginner's gun. It has a nasty recoil and the short sight radius due to the short barrel makes accuracy at a distance challenging.)
This little extremely light firearm is designed for pocket carry and has enough power to be effective. On my way out the door, I grab this revolver and its pocket holster, slip both in my front pants pocket and I'm off. It's hard to come up with an excuse to leave it behind.
Fortunately, I have never had to draw this weapon for self defense and I hope I never will.
I don't suffer from any anger management or mental problems nor do I abuse alcohol or drugs. (If I have more than two beers, I don't drive and I don't carry.) Since I have started to carry on a regular basis, I have become a much more polite individual and I will walk away from a fight even when it makes me look like a coward.
If you were standing next to me in public you would have nothing to be concerned about. Of course, you would have no idea that I was armed. My firearm is in a holster and is a modern design which would stop it from firing even if I dropped it. I never play with it and it will not fire by itself. I would never try a shot that I was not absolutely certain that I could make which means that I would only shoot at extremely close range.
I can't speak for all people who have a carry permit and I will admit that not all of us are angels. Still the statistics show that people who have passed all the requirements to carry concealed, which in many states requires a criminal background check and training including demonstrating proficiency on a range, present very little threat to others.
The people I know who carry on a regular basis are not thugs or criminals but instead are honest and extremely responsible people who often are well educated and hold jobs that require a great deal of responsibility or have retired from such jobs. I know teachers, lawyers, bankers, doctors, real estate agents, ministers, business owners, medical technicians, people who are police or ex-police, those who are on active military duty or retired from the military, electronic technicians, engineers, construction workers, factory workers and taxi cab drivers who carry concealed. I know people who are handicapped who carry. I also know people who are gay who carry. Many of the people I mention are members of a minority and are Black or Hispanic. In other words the people I know who have carry permits come from a very wide cross section of our society. They are no means all "Red Necks" or Tea Baggers. While the majority are conservatives, some are Democrats as I am. (More would vote for Democrats if our party stopped shooting itself in the foot over the gun control issue.)
When "shall issue" concealed carry passed in Florida in 1987, I would have never suspected that it would prove as successful as it has. I am not going to claim that concealed carry in Florida has solved the violent street crime problem but I suspect that it has led many experienced criminals to change the nature of their crimes and to more carefully choose their victims or to resort to non violent crimes.