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For the Lynn fans here thought I'd post this email she sent out to over a 1000 loyal listeners. Shame the idiots in Pittsburgh radio won't get rid of the RW haters they have on the air. Going to be a tired old schtick after Obama wins. Guess they can all wallow in their own misery. Well anyway here's the news from Lynn. Damn I miss her, especially with all that is going on since she got kicked off the air.
I'm sorry it's taken me so long to respond to all your wonderful emails of support and concern. I think I was waiting until the dust sort of settled. And I guess I was waiting to clear my head. And then, because it felt like I'd lost something precious, I was waiting to make my way through all the stages of grief and that's, of course, when I got stuck in "denial" for a weeks, followed by equally long sojourns in "anger" and "depression". But, most of all, it took me so long to write you because I was waiting to have something to actually tell you. And I don't. Absolutely nothing. Zilch. I could go off on a really good rant here, but that's ill-advised because it might boomerang me right back into the denial stage and I've had enough of that.
Just so you know, I called all the other stations that do talk and a few that don't. As amazing as it may seem to us, they all insisted they were very happy with their current lineups and in no need of me. I dangled all of you in front of them, my extraordinary and loyal audience, I tantalized them with my faithful advertisers. Still nothing doing.
I'm so sorry to have left you in the lurch, especially now when so much is happening and so much is at stake. I'm collecting unemployment (God bless the liberals) and doing volunteer work, including for Obama. I'm cleaning my closets and tending my garden, cooking more and driving slower. Some of this is good and I'm enjoying those parts. I do miss talking with you and learning from you. I often began the show not having the slightest idea what I was going to say or for that matter what I even thought about the subjects I would invariably take up. I've come to realize that it was the challenge of filling those three hours that forced me to do something I would otherwise not do: know my own mind, articulate my thoughts, THINK! It was wonderful mental exercise and I miss it.
Susan now calls me most Tuesday mornings and we laugh and talk. She misses you and the show a lot. She's still in the anger stage, by the way.
For those of you who wanted me to blog or webcast, I'm sorry to have disappointed you. It's just that what I enjoyed and what I miss about the show was the verbal interaction. Sitting here, as I am now, with Lucy at my feet and some damn leaf blower making a racket in the neighbor's yard, I don't feel engaged. I can't do whatever it was I did on the show sitting by myself typing on a keyboard. I hate this.
Speaking of hate, I also hate getting emails this long, so I'll wrap it up for now. I haven't lost hope that I'll get back on the radio, but I must admit it's looking a bit bleak. I'm doing fine, though. Emotionally. Even financially. So, don't worry about me. Heaven knows, we all have enough to worry about these days. I wish all of you my best. Stay in touch, although I can't promise I can respond to all emails. (There's well over a thousand of you I'm sending this too.)
I guess all that's left to say is GO OBAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you. Lynn
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