Heidi Montag: "I知 desperate to go back to normal. I知 downgrading and going a little smaller."

[Amerigo Vespucci]

Just one week after the untimely death of her plastic surgeon, Dr. Frank Ryan, Heidi Montag sat down exclusively with Life & Style to tell-all about her plastic surgery regrets, revealing that she wants her outrageous G implants removed.

"I'm desperate to go back to normal," she confides to Life & Style. "I'm downgrading and going a little smaller, to a D or a double D."

More than nine months after she went under the knife on Nov. 20, Heidi says she is still in severe pain and her body has not gotten used to the over the top boob job. "I have major anxiety about it. I was taking painkillers but they weren't working so I stopped. It hurt either way,"

Besides being unable to hug her four dogs or wear anything but custom-made clothing, "I'm obsessed with fitness but it's impossible to work out with these boobs," she says. "It's heartbreaking. I can't live an everyday life."

And while Heidi tells Life & Style she is currently shopping for a surgeon in South America, she worries that she'll be trapped in this cartoonish body forever after the untimely passing of her confidant Dr. Ryan. "I feel trapped in my own body," Heidi tells Life & Style.

"There's just no fixing it," she says. "Dr. Ryan knows the work he did, he knows everything."

http://www.lifeandstylemag.com/2010/08/large-1036-cover.html

[valerief]

1. Boobs who want crazy boobs always fall into a booby trap. nt

[hlthe2b]

2. fears being trapped in this "cartoonish" body...

enough said.... :eyes:

[foxfeet]

3. This ditz has made herself into an inflatable pool toy.

I wondered if she was going after the part of the doll in the stage production of "Lars and the Real Girl."

Seriously, what did she expect?:eyes:

[Amerigo Vespucci]

4. The self-esteem full circle

1). Low self esteem..."Maybe plastic surgery will help." > 2). Plastic surgery > 3). Low self-esteem..."I wish I could be the way I was before plastic surgery."

That was the basis of the granddaddy of all "self help" books, "Psycho Cybernetics" by Maxwell Maltz. He was a plastic surgeon who realized no matter what he did to "fix" people on the outside, if the inside remained untouched, all the plastic surgery in the world wouldn't make them feel good about themselves. Their self-esteem levels would remain at pre-surgery levels, and in some cases lower, because they'd be in the same situation Heidi Montag finds herself in right now.

[foxfeet]

6. Perhaps I was a bit harsh.

Maltz was right-- outward narcissism as compensation for poor self-esteem. She's young, apparently not a mental giant, and seemingly incapable of introspection. With another surgical prcedure in the offing, she appears on track to be the Michael Jackson of her generation.

[Iggo]

5. Hey, Heidi; Shut up, Stupid. (n/t)