that after training to be a Christian Vicar, he later became a "theist", and at death an agnostic - so why the lie? Or am I reading too much into the op-ed?
http://www.update.uu.se/~fbendz/library/cd_relig.htmThe Autobiography of Charles Darwin
1.)With respect to immortality<5>, nothing shows me how strong and almost instinctive a belief is, as the consideration of the view now held by most physicist, namely that the sun with all the planets will in time grow too cold for life, unless indeed some great body dashes into the sun and thus gives it fresh life. -- Believing as I do that man in the distant future will be a far more perfect creature than he now is, it is an intolerable thought that he and all other sentinent beings are doomed to complete annihilation after such long-continued slow progress. To those who fully admit the immortality of the human soul, the destruction of our world will not appear so dreadful. Another source of conviction in the existance of God connected with the reason and not the feelings, impresses me as having much more weight. This follows from the extreme difficulty or rather impossibility of conceiving this immense and wonderful universe, including man with his capability of looking far backwards and far into futurity, as the result of blind chance or necessity. When thus reflecting I feel compelled to look at a first cause having an intelliegent mind in some degree analogous to that of man; and I deserve to be called a THEIST.
2.) cannot pretend to throw the least light on such abstruse problems. The mystery of the beginning of all things is insoluble to us; and I for one must be content to remain an AGNOSTIC.
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http://www.latimes.com/news/opinion/la-oe-darnton19sep19,0,1286695.story?track=tottextThe devolution of a believer
By John Darnton
JOHN DARNTON, a Pulitzer Prize-winning journalist for the New York Times, is the author of "The Darwin Conspiracy," published this month by Knopf.
September 19, 2005
<snip>To me, the explanation for these eccentricities seems clear. A gentle and nonconfrontational if unshakable soul, Darwin was paying a personal price for following the dictates of scientific principles to their logical end. When he began his career as a naturalist, he was a believer — originally he wanted to become a country vicar — but he followed his formidable intellect wherever it led, and it caused him to become the instrument that would overturn the hallowed dogma of Western religion. <snip>
As he aged, Darwin's atheistic convictions became stronger. He conceded Wallace's point that the phrase "survival of the fittest" (coined by the philosopher and biologist Herbert Spencer) was preferable to "natural selection" because it eliminated the idea of an entity doing the selecting. Back when he wrote "The Origin of Species" (which appeared in 1859), he probably could "be called a theist," he noted later. But by the time he was in his 60s, receiving visitors at Down House as a famous thinker revered around the world, he readily described himself as a nonbeliever.
In his autobiography, written at the age of 73, he takes Christianity to task and looks upon the religious impulse as something that's simply instinctual, "akin to a monkey's fear of a snake," as his biographer, Janet Browne, noted.
To read Browne's book is to get a sense of a man of steely intellect, brave enough to confront "a godless universe." For ultimately, if animals and plants are the result of impersonal, immutable forces, she observes, then "the natural world has no moral validity or purpose." We are all of us, dogs and barnacles, pigeons and crabgrass, the same in the eyes of nature, equally remarkable and equally dispensable.<snip>