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He's an only and my best friend. The hardest part is realizing that he's no longer a kid, he's a young man who is starting his independence. Tomorrow will be the first time I don't take him to his first day of school, I really wanted to, but I realized that it was selfish of me. He really would rather walk into the school with his friends, strength in numbers. A neighbor offered to drive since her son is new to the system and my son jumped at the chance.
It is a very bittersweet moment. I'm proud to see my son growing up. It's also hard seeing the writing on the wall. My "baby" had to shave today, he's no longer a kid and he won't need me for much longer. I miss my little boy and I am going to do my best not to cry when I send him off tomorrow. If I get back into the house before the tears flow, I will consider it a victory.
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