Seriously, isn't anyone else feeling this?

[OneGrassRoot]

Maybe it's physiological and/or astrological and nothing more.

But I'm SERIOUSLY feeling like jumping out of my skin since New Year's Eve.

I'm not trying to understand it; I just want to know if anyone else is feeling this.

I don't have a sense of dread or a sense of anything, really; just this highly agitated state that has enveloped me in a bit of a haze.

Maybe it's my ongoing hormonal issue; maybe it's the lunar eclipse and Mars Rx, as Rick said. Maybe it's both and more. I'm "going within" and allowing whatever message may be involved to come forth. I'm honestly in a bit too much of a hazy state to get any messages.

Is anyone else feeling this?

:shrug:

[I Have A Dream]

1. No, I'm not feeling it. I have in the past, but I'm not feeling it now.

Sorry that you are. It's really uncomfortable. :(

[OneGrassRoot]

2. Yikes....

Thanks, IHAD. I'm not on medication or anything like that, but that's how it feels...artificial?

Very odd.

:(

Thanks for the hugs. Back atcha. :hug:

[Sienna86]

3. Not feeling it now but have been there

Just wondering, any stressors affecting you right now?

[Sanity Claws]

4. Things feel different since New Years Eve

I don't feel like jumping out of my skin but I feel that things are moving faster.

[MorningGlow]

5. Aw, it's still with you, OGR?

I recall your chiming in on my pre-New Year's freakout thread. Mine passed as the eclipse ended/full moon waned, but I will admit that I do still feel different/off, albeit not still freaking out--it's more subtle for me. And I've been waking up in the middle of the night--not unusual in and of itself, but these wakeups are **!!AWAKE!!** in an instant and then an hour or more trying to get back to sleep. So on top of feeling "off", I'm also exhausted.

I think there's something external causing all this. Don't know what, though, except to say it's the shifting energy, and this year is going to be chaotic and messy. x(

[Kind of Blue]

6. I'm no Scrooge but the energy

around Christmas has Always thrown me off from when I can remember - I just don't like it and I isolate myself as much as possible. But I'm immediately better as soon as Jan 1st hits just knowing it's over and can release my own stress about it.

So I wonder if you're the opposite - feeling the massive wave of all the chaotic emotions (as I feel it) as people let go of the season and look forward. I know I feel it coming, can't stop, and can only imagine how huge the release must be of people world over around this time.

[I Have A Dream]

7. Interestingly, I was thinking this morning about how many people...

were groaning as they got out of bed to go back to work for the first time since Christmas. I know that I put a big groan out there myself. That's got to put quite a bit of negative energy into the ethers all at once.

I hate the build up to Christmas, but I love the time between Christmas and New Year's Day. (Probably because I always take vacation during that time.)

I also tend to isolate myself during that time since all of my familial obligations have been met.

[Kind of Blue]

9. Aha, vacation. Maybe that's the key.

For those of us who feel the build up and the agitation during, that's really good advice. Take a break. I've always taken on more work to block out the added stress but am really just adding to the stress.

Sheesh! I must really send out a big negative ball when it's over x( Feel a little guilty for feeling terrific now. Feeling feelings - if it's not coming from the inside it's reaction to the outside :crazy:

[I Have A Dream]

10. I'm so glad that you're feeling great now, Blue.

You're helping to balance out all of the negative stuff that the rest of us are throwing out there right now.

Also, you deserve to feel good! I wish that it were all the time. :D

[northernlights]

8. since New Years Day I've been inadvertently going back

to what I originally hoped to do when I bought this place 6 years ago. Everything EVERYTHING that could possibly go wrong went wrong...always with other people robbing me.

Then I had the money to do it, but was robbed every step of the way until there was no money left and now way forward any more. And so I gave it up 2 years ago and went back to school to at least find a way to make a living.

And suddenly, on New Years Day, I started dreaming it again. And instead of doing the things I planned to do, I started window shopping in other forums on a world that I once dreamed I'd be part of.

It's the only thing left *I* want to to do for *me*. It was my dream when I was 11 years old.

[Flying Dream Blues]

11. I've had trouble concentrating and sleeping

but I don't really have the agitation. Just a sense that things are going too fast and I can't grasp things quickly enough, so they are just going by me. And the sleep issue is crazy; I'm also just coming AWAKE in the middle of the night and not being able to get back to sleep. It feels like a Uranus transit, and I am coming up on Uranus square ASC/DESC...

[winyanstaz]

12. maybe your feeling wonky because there are so many quakes going on..??

yah..I like Fire Walk with Me"s term..."Wonky" :) for when you feel earth changes coming... discribes it perfectly. :P

[Fire Walk With Me]

16. "Wonky" is from "Mad Max: Beyond Thunderdome".

"Hearing wonky! Sounds like a threat!" -Master/Blaster

:rofl: :hi:

[winyanstaz]

17. well I still like it :) works for me :P

[OneGrassRoot]

13. Thanks, Everyone...

:grouphug:

[FirstLight]

14. Maybe you aren;t adjusted to the movement ...

I know MOST of us aren;t used to this whole moving 'forward' thing...since we have been either going backwards, or standing with our thumbs up our collective... etc. for a whole decade. ;)
I know there are planets in flux, but I have been feeling the Solstice and year-shift really strongly this season.

I totally felt the slow down heading into Solstice, the dark standstill in the cave and the sun not moving...and this week it just feels like I am emerging and stepping OUT in to a new year, new opportunities, new choices and finally - a planet that is ready to roll too! Maybe you are picking up on some of that collective feeling?
or Maybe I am just nuts :rofl:

Whatever "it" is...All of us are experiencing a vibe that is somehow DIFFERENT

Let's stay awake and watch and see what it unfolds to BE! How exciting! yay US! :grouphug:

hang in there sistah, this too shall pass ;)

[Fire Walk With Me]

15. The Earth vibration is still increasing.

Any and all old dark energies are now coming into the light whether they like it or not. It's time to self-examine whether you wish to or not.

I'm (since Christmas) struggling with the areas in which I've not before been Authentic. My Authenticity is no longer taking procrastination as an answer. It's uncomfortable to the extent that it is not faced directly and accepted. Same with my abandonment/adoption/abuse trauma. Here it is, gotta look at it, and yes, it's far better when it's run through the responsibility process...and Finished.

That of course is merely my own experience. I hope that you find clarity and release with ease and grace, whatever combination of symptoms you experience.

[FirstLight]

18. today was a steamroller for me too

the energy seems to be growing like a snowball rolling downhill... eeek!

I felt soooo good on monday and today was a push for sure...very wrung out now, too

and tomorrow is another day ;)

[BlueIris]

19. Okay, now I'm kinda feeling it. It's a new development.

Like, started a few hours ago new. Pretty strange. I can't attribute it to any substance, pharmaceutical or homeopathic, 'cause I'm not on any. It really does feel like I want to "jump out of my skin." Weird.

[conscious evolution]

20. Do it then

Jump out of your skin,that is.
Its very liberating.
Metamorphic,even.