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Edited on Sat Mar-27-10 02:22 PM by mntleo2
...the Odessa-Russian/Lutheran side, the appearance of an owl meant someone was close to death. Indeed the day before my grandmother died, an owl flew into my back yard. I did not know at the time it was considered a "sign". But since I lived smack dab in the middle of a city, it seemed strange I would see one. She died in November 1981. I mentioned at the funeral reception how strange it was I had seen this owl in the middle of the city and my uncle went pale. Then he explained to me what our family traditions were.
On another note, the day my dad died was the 13th of December 2007. A hummingbird came onto my porche and hovered by the sliding glass door for awhile. I knew that was not right for a hummingbird to hover there ~ much less in the dead of winter when they should have flown South ~ and that it was a sign from my dad. Within hours he was gone and tho I was not by his side with the rest of the family, I knew he came to say good-bye. I have not seen a hummingbird since tho I hear they come back in the spring and are around where I live.
On a strange note the day before my dad died. He was an alcoholic who was being horribly abused and neglected by his wife who married him for his money soon after my mom died. I was having dinner with a friend where the restaraunt was under a bridge (The Aurora Bridge in Seattle at Ivar's). I got this feeling that he was already gone. I almost heard him crowing in delite because he was finally free from the misery he had endured and could fly. I could almost see him, tickled to death (literally) that he was free, flying, swooping around, over, and under that bridge. Mauybe even knowing I was nearby, but that was not what I felt so much as that he was so happy to be free. I became overwhelemed with sorrow because I knew I would never see him again. I had to leave the table for a few minutes to gather myself up.
When he died the next day, my aunt who was his sister, said she felt he had already left his body, but that it just fought on for about 12 hours before he actually died. I had not told her of what I had felt the night before. It was about that same time I felt him flying and so free.
I just do not want to leave you with something sad, because perhaps for you the message of the owl was not for what it was for me. However sometimes those things are a "message" and it might be good to talk to an elder from your family ~ or even a neighbor, etc., ~ who may know if owls mean something to them.
I have learned when you get that "thing" in your stomach and/or your feeling that something like the appearance of an animal who shouldn't be there, usually that means something. Fleeting feelings especially that you might ignore and shake off, like "Wait a minute, did I just see what I saw ...???" Whatever it is is usually unique to you and it is there for a reason.
Besides having a little tea with an elder to tell you stories of your family, the history they lived, and their youth is a good thing to do anyway, even if they don't know about owls. It is a fruitful way to spend some time.
Love Cat
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