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:rofl:
I'm not doing BADLY...but then again I'm not as happy/giddy as I was a year or so ago. The challenges of daily life tend to encroach on my peace of mind/spirituality more than I'd like them to. F'rinstance, although it was a lovely, if chilly, spring day today, I didn't really "see" it because I was fretting about my health and lack of money too much. I don't like when I do that, but this morning I was all out of sorts after my doctor's appointment. I don't have the health problems that others do, and for that I'm grateful, but I do have issues that make life challenging on a daily basis.
Plus the appointment cost me WAY too much money (my doctor doesn't take insurance so the office visit can be quite pricey) and I'm looking at a LOT of big expenditures coming up in the next couple of weeks (two car repairs, MG Jr's dental work, the balance on the new bedroom windows that I wish I could cancel right about now after all these other ugly monetary surprises, etc.). So instead of enjoying the day, I spent my drive back home talking to the angels--mainly begging them for some insight as to how I can score some cash in the near future. Hate it when that happens.
But when I can get out of my own head and stop impeding my own progress by being too earthbound, then yes, I feel as though I'm doing quite well.
As for the earthbound nonsense, the June thing does coincide with the money issue for me, as that's when Mr. MG will be hired full time at the contract job he's been working at for a pittance (or he'll bail and find a completely different job, depending on how this present company treats him in the meantime). It just seems so hard to hang on till then. I'm gonna get way more gray hairs in the meantime, I know that much! Goddess bless Clairol Natural Instincts semipermanent color! :rofl:
One minute at a time is all we can do. And in those minutes I'm grateful for the support in here! :grouphug:
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