Intuitives, how are you feeling these days?

[OneGrassRoot]

I normally have strong intuition, but in the last few weeks I just "got nothin'."

:shrug:

I have to make huge decisions -- like in the next 72 hours -- and I honestly have no intuitive sense as to the path I should take, and I haven't for a while. I don't want to go with what my head says; I definitely choose the path of the heart (though listen to my head, too ;)), but I am in a strange place...I just don't have a feelfor anything.

:(

[MorningGlow]

1. So glad you posted, OGR!

I thought it was just me, in a funk or sumpin'.

Mere hours ago I was boggling over how I felt absolutely nothing--intuitively, creatively. I'm stuck on a story even though the article was due last week (I've got some grace time)--NO inspiration. I can do no imaginative manifesting, either. And I remember thinking last night, "I want nothing." I have no desires, no longings, and hence no daydreams (the way I manifest).

So...what the hell, anyway? :shrug:

[OneGrassRoot]

3. Well, I'm a bit different ... (edited)

in that I do have creative passions and interests, and feel inspired. (Edited because I know you have passions and interests, too, MG; I neglected to specify the "inspired" part.) That much is still intact, at least -- ;) -- but the intuitive feelings about those passions and interests is silent. I usually have an intuitive sense about the "how," ya know?

I got nothin' about the "how." Perhaps more importantly, I get nothin' about whether or not these passions and interests are even meant to be...meant to manifest.

:shrug:

I guess it goes back to the discussion a week ago or so about being actively engaged in manifesting versus releasing and leaving it to the Universe.

I have a tough time balancing that stuff.

I suppose if I'm clueless, that's an indication to leave it to the Universe.

:hi:

:hug:

[MorningGlow]

11. I understand--and I think it might be the same thing, actually

because I don't take action unless I hear my intuition telling me which way to go, even if my passions are screaming at me to get moving. Yep, it's the "how" that can hogtie you... :(

Welp, here's to the fallow period passing quickly--how about that? :hug:

[OneGrassRoot]

13. Sounds good...

:hug:

[northernlights]

2. I had been getting nothing for a while

and the only thing I had been able to manifest was when I was hitting rock bottom, and the vet gave me bottle of off-label opiates instead of just sedating Jake and clipping his nail. That, at least, has given me the freedom I needed to be me and not try to "fit in" at the (assembly-line) hospital where the bulk of my clinicals will be and in which I am a total misfit.

Then I went to the second hospital, a small local country hospital, where I found fit in easily and naturally...I appear to have found my new work situation (although who knows, anything can change at any moment in these times). And now I am starting to see a variety of paths. Not yet in a position to take any of them...but at least some possible paths appear to be opening up.

IME, the bottom line is at a certain level, there are no "wrong" choices as long as you are on a path with heart. One path or another will lead to the same destination, each with its own set of adventures.

[OneGrassRoot]

4. Wise words, NL....

"...the bottom line is at a certain level, there are no "wrong" choices as long as you are on a path with heart. One path or another will lead to the same destination, each with its own set of adventures."

:thumbsup:

I'll try to remember that.

I think of you often, and continue to send hugs of support your way....:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

[Kookaburra]

5. I went through that a few months ago

Absolutely nothing coming through, but then I got sick as hell (pneumonia coupled with a raging sinus infection), and purged out whatever it was that had me blocked, and now it's wide open.

I'm not saying you need to be sick -- that's just the way my body decided to purge the crap. It may just be that you need to wait it out -- what I'm feeling is that you're being forced (by your higher self) to be introspective, perhaps this is your time to make and manifest.

Love and blessing to you OGR.

[OneGrassRoot]

6. Holy shit....

I'm getting pummeled with signs that I need to decide NOW. Just got another one.

Very stressful. :(

*deep breath*

Wow, I suppose this is the proverbial huge leap of faith. I feel I've leaped so damn much over the last decade that I'm entitled to some consistency in the knowing, dammit!

:rofl:

I don't have a clue or knowing about what is next, but I suppose I just have to dive super deep into what my heart truly, truly desires.

Geeeez................

Thanks, Kookaburra :hug:

[OneGrassRoot]

7. and....

I just had to remind myself of something.

I've taken a HUGE leap of faith in the past. Several, actually.

It never worked out, though of course I learned a lot, built character, yada, yada. ;)

I just had to remind myself NOT to be in the past. That we're starting anew...creating from scratch.

WHAT DO I CHOOSE IN THIS MOMENT, letting the past go and not being concerned about the future?

:grouphug:

[Kookaburra]

9. What I hear when I ask

"She has what she needs - now go and do".

I think that means you just need to start doing, and the next step will present itself to you as you need it. Jump right on in there OGR. You're going in the right direction.

[Mnemosyne]

16. Kooka, I agree, but it feels as if there is some fear, OGR, of making the wrong decision.

I hope you are feeling better, :hug:

Is a humidifier going? It has helped me tremendously in past respiratory ills. :hi:

Feel better soon! :hug:

[Kookaburra]

25. Thanks Mnemosyne

Yes, I'm feeling ever so much better. Just had my 6 week check up x-ray, and no more pneumonia, but I'm still easily winded. The doc didn't seem too worried about that, so I won't either. Have another recheck scheduled for sometime in March, and if I pass that one I should be cut loose. Still using the humidifier, and hoping that soon it will warm up outside.

Loving that the days are getting longer. Hooray for that.

[Mnemosyne]

36. Pneumonia racks the hell out of you, glad feeling better. Funny, once I started using humidifier

regularly and doctor gave me an allergy nasal spray, I have had no more bronchitis nor pneumonia in almost 5 years. I got so blessed and lucky.

I adore the longer days, live in NW PA. Sometimes almost forget what the sun is around here. :hi:

Take good care! :hug:

[OneGrassRoot]

21. Bless your heart....

Thank you. :hug:

(Please do let us know how you're feeling!)

:hi:

[Kookaburra]

26. Thank you.

It's an honor to help you in any way I can.

I am feeling much better. Thanks for asking. It's been a long, cold, annoying winter. Come on springtime.

[northernlights]

8. OGR, sometimes I find it helps to imagine

not the best outcome, the dream situ, but the worst case.

When I imagine the worst case and imagine how I can/will respond to the worst case, then I realize the worst case isn't so bad, and I can move forward. I think it's because the worst case you can imagine is what is holding you back. It's the thing that you don't dare give voice or thought to, which makes it even more terrifying. But when you imagine it, and live it in your imagination...you face it down, you see a path beyond it...and then the fears diminish. And the more those fears diminish, the less likely it becomes that you will accidentally create what you fear the most. jSo imagining the worst case frees you from accidentally manifesting the worst case, and simultaneously frees you from some of the fears that keep you from moving forward.

It's like burning karma not by actual actions, but by dreaming or imagining actions. It is possible to burn karma in that way too...

:hug: :hug: :hug: back at ya...

[OneGrassRoot]

10. That should be easy, actually...

That's a good point, NL. To actually sit with those feelings and allow myself to be immersed in them, in order to release them.

I can do that easily because I've been there, done that. Repeatedly.

I know exactly how the worst-case scenario feels.

What a weird, though oddly exciting time.

Which door do we choose? Do we choose the red pill or blue pill?

I choose to get off this hamster wheel, that's for sure.

I'm going to keep the Egyptian people in mind to inspire me, to give me courage. The events of yesterday were sooooooo powerful, and I sense them in my microcosm as well.

One thing that's different (and Ric has alluded to this before) between the Egyptian situation and our own decisions and choices, is that they were UNITED. They were creating this, doing this HUGE thing as a group, as a community...shoot, as a nation.

I tend to feel very alone. I know many of you do as well. Hence my desire to create communities of compassion.

I guess I'm tired of having to make decisions completely on my own. It's not that I don't want to take personal responsibility for choices. I do.

I just want things to be more community/group decisions....

Interesting.

Thanks again. :hug:

[northernlights]

18. creation at different levels

We create our own little reality, except that we also co-create a bigger reality. That gets tougher when the reality you want to create bumps into (or gets run down by) a different reality created by a larger group of people. This, unfortunately, happens to all of us one time or another, or time after time after time...and it hurts!

I wanted to create a community of like-minded people, and imagined myself buying up a big chunk of land and inviting people to come live in yurts, with big community garden and yada-yada-yada. And as I imagined it, it all began to seem too big and messy with legalities and rules and then too much work for one person...impossible. And I also realized that one of the key issues was that having to *create* this community left me fully responsible. But also fully in control. And control issues came to the fore.

And then I realized what I *really* wanted was to *be* in a community of like minded people. I had no need to be "the creator" of this community...just be attracted to it and find it or let it find me. I know they exist, but how do you find them?

When I started on the MLT path, various things inspired me along the way. I wanted to work in DNA analysis and free wrongly jailed people. But the further along the path I went, the more out of reach the loftier goals became. What I was certain I *didn't* want was to work in a hospital, or be around sick or old people, but I had to do that just to get to step one of doing DNA analysis. My first clinical rotation was awful. I can only describe the workers there as "junior." 15-20 years younger snotnoses on power trips (and wondering why they aren't respected by the doctors).

Now in my second rotation at a different hospital, it looks as though I'll be working in a hospital surrounded by nursing homes. But if that is where I end up, my co-workers are wonderful and I've been relieved to be there. 2 days ago a doctor came into my lab from the emergency room. The phlebotomist that brought him in was nervous, but the lab tech that helped him was totally at ease and there was an excellent, mutually respectful relationship between them. He just wanted to get a lab result back quickly so he could give the patient instructions before leaving the ER. The specimen was running and all the other results were in except the one in particular he needed. We stood in a group around the computer waiting for the creatinine number to show up. It was almost fun.

It's almost funny -- the other hospital and those techs probably sneer at this little county hospital. Here, they don't care how you did in school here -- only that you get through it and "fit in" with the group. Nobody has to be "the best." They work as a team. Another example: the various regulatory and licensing agencies periodically send tests for labs to result. They compare the lab results to the agency result to grade the lab. So last week a hemotology test showed up. We all looked at the samples, identifying the various cells together. Nobody needed to be a star -- just made sure the *lab* would excel. :D

So I think I've found my work community. Time will tell. These people mostly live in the same area too, and a quick real estate search showed a couple possible properties dirt cheap. Still I will have to sell where I'm at and get enough money to move closer. But if I'm able to, it will finally fulfill the dream I tried to create when I came here 7.5 years ago. Then I realized just last night that what I got 7.5 years ago was my *childhood* dream that I'd tried to move beyond for practical reasons. But maybe I needed to live *that* dream first before I could move to my more practical dream. Of course now I want to leapfrog to my next dream, but maybe it's too soon for that one. I don't know.

If linear time doesn't really exist except as a practical way for us to experience life, then it's already happening/happened/yettobe. The choice was already made...we only think we are choosing what we have no choice but to do...

[OneGrassRoot]

20. That made me smile...

That it feels like you have at least found your work community. Good. :hug:

I just want to say that I truly miss you when you don't interact here much. That's not to make you feel guilty or put pressure on you...;)...I just have always really valued your sharings, on so many levels.

:hug:

[northernlights]

29. time, stress, exhaustion, need for solitude

between school, work, burning karma, dreaming. I miss you and many others too, OGR. One nice thing about the current rotation is I'm able to study some at work. Another bennie is it's only half the distance, so I have an extra hour each day. Plus I'm suddenly sleeping through the night again, so not so zombie-fried.

I want to amend my last sentence. It's not that we have no choice. Sometimes I think we already made the choice. We just don't always know it yet.

[OneGrassRoot]

32. Yay for not being so "zombie-fried"!

I know your schedule has been crazy forever. I'm glad you're finally getting some rest.

Take care of you.

:grouphug: to you and your babies

:)

[BlueIris]

12. It's not pretty.

My intuition is working a little too well again, really. It's making my dreams hell (last night was especially bad) and it's making it damn near impossible to remain even cautiously optimistic about the state of the world overall.

[OneGrassRoot]

14. Balance....

It seems achieving balance right now is especially challenging for so many of us. We're either hypersensitive or "shut down" to varying degrees.

:hug: :hug: :hug: to you, BlueIris

[Mnemosyne]

15. I feel that northernlights question is an excellent one; what is the worst that can happen?

:hug::hug:hug:

It will come to you when you need it. :grouphug:

[findrskeep]

17. Hey OGR....

I'm with Kookaburra, Go for it! I'm actually getting the word "JUMP!!!" lol.

[OneGrassRoot]

22. Hey findrskeep...

Thank you very much! :hi:

:hug: :hug: :hug:

[OneGrassRoot]

19. Check this out (my horoscope for today)

:)

When we reach a point in our development in which we feel we are at a dead end, the outsider's perspective offered by wise and enlightened individuals can help us recognize significant elements of our life's journey we could not heretofore understand completely. This is not the result of any failure on our part; rather it is the natural consequence of the limitations that are an aspect of human nature. If we have closed ourselves off from a potential path—whether consciously or unconsciously—it is likely that there are individuals who have embraced that same course. As we come together with these people, we can draw courage and understanding from their strength, ensuring that our weaknesses do not hold us back. You will find inspiration in the beliefs and ideas of others today as you use their experiences as a springboard for evolution.

[FirstLight]

23. hmmm, poles shifting much? ;)

I am not getting hits, as i am realizing how FAST even my passing thoughts and comments are actually happening.

there's the rub - when looking at a situation, we have been so used to having TIME to figure it out and see what we feel and act on that 'hit'

well, when time overlaps itself....and we are all feeling this in some form or another, right? ...when the aspect of timelessness comes into play, how does intuition work?
It becomes the choice between being at CAUSE, rather than at EFFECT.
the Intuiting part almost becomes like precogniotion, if you still believe in 'time'
more than anything, it is the realization that ALL is happening in this very moment,
on a physical level that is really profound and weird, to say the least...

like thinking in a passing thought that you might stub your toe on that chair as you walk by, and doing it simultaneously

watch what your thoughts and comments say, watch your INTERNAL dialougue AS IT HAPPENS
that's where our intuition has moved to

just my 2 cents ;)

[OneGrassRoot]

24. OMG, that is HUGE, FirstLight!!!

I'm telling you, "time" has always wigged me out. When people start talking about timelines, parallel lives, etc., etc., this Virgo brain just cannot absorb that whatsoever.

But you're absolutely right. That's part of the disconcerted feeling.

THINGS ARE CHANGING SO FAST. I can't "tap into" it as I used to. The state of flux is too extreme (for me).

Yes, yes....since I simply love to create ~ anything and everything that is based in love and joy ~ THAT should be my focus.

Of course, that's always been wise advice, but there is more of a practical element to that wisdom now, so it seems.

Be in the creation NOW. That's all there is.

Funny how certain words put together in a certain way -- at certain times -- can trigger an "aha" moment.

Awesomeness! :hug:

[MorningGlow]

27. Totally agree

I just put up an OP about instant manifestation--it's certainly something to behold these days!

[FirstLight]

34. I actually had the "instant-manifest" thing happen twice this week!

I went to the Chamber mixer for fun and business, and they have raffle tickets they give us for gifts that member's provide for the event. I had 5 tickets, put 2 in the bag for the gift cert at one of my fave shops, put 2 in the bag for a coupon at a nice local restaurant thinking i'd treat the kids...and the last one i practically 'threw away' joking off-hand that it would "no doubt be the one that I won." (It was ironic, i was laughing, because it was for a 'couples' manicure and i recently ended all chance as 'couplehood' in my life, at least with the person i was 'coupling with'... lol)

Ya, I won. The Universe sure *does* have a sense of irony, huh?

The next thing happened 2 days later...
on two separate occasions i was talking to my mom and my best friend of 20 years - talking about how happy I was not just to be working, but enjoying it and doing well, too. I mentioned that since i was 'kicking ass and taking names...my raise was surely coming" haha, not expecting it because i have only been there a MONTH.
that SAME evening, the boss calls me back on a project and i asked him if he looked at what I had done - he says "no worries, we were just driving and discussed that we think you should get 50 more cents starting monday."

So ya...happened again


time to watch our instant manifestations for sure! and keep tapping into that energy of evolution and shift and change, the 100th monkey is afoot, humans are changing fast! the planet is too!!! yay!

[MorningGlow]

35. Love these!

:thumbsup:

[Fire Walk With Me]

28. The veil continues to lift; loving beings surround us and guide us when we ask.

When it is for our greatest good and causes no harm.

[Fire Walk With Me]

30. And there will be some lows to accompany the highs; stay in a higher vibration.

No fear, just the facts..all getting to a better place.

[Fire Walk With Me]

31. I -did- thoroughly enjoy the beauty flowing from Egypt...

...and some of this is about Allowing the Universe to co-create with/for you.

[OneGrassRoot]

33. Yes indeed....

Oh my goodness, I was right there with you as far as feeling the PURE LOVE AND POTENTIALITY of the opening with the events in Egypt yesterday.

It felt -- feels -- like a giant leap forward for Humanity. It really, really does.

Just wowwwwww...........:)

"about Allowing the Universe to co-create with/for you."

It's that balance thing for me; I simply am very challenged as far as knowing when I'm supposed to do (or not do) something definitive, versus allowing.

I'm very mindful of trying to approach life with a balance of allowing and co-creating. There's a "gut instinct" element I feel is missing lately -- for me, personally (I'm okay with the bigger picture) -- and I find it disconcerting.

The fact that things change so rapidly nowadays with these new energies is no doubt part of this feeling. Like so many, I'm just trying to find my way.

:hug:

:loveya:

[Howler]

37. My intuition is in overdrive.

My ears and third eye are giving me physical sensations.I've been in tune even though I haven't been meditating or running energy like I should be.
But this morning I woke up with a kinda staticey feeling headache band around my head just over the ears.:(
I never get headaches (Unless alcohol related) since my foray into Science of Mind in my dirty thirties.
My stomach is kinda dicey too.
It's weird because I still feel happy but a little uncomfortable.:shrug:

[MorningGlow]

38. Keep an eye out, Howler

My son just had the flu or a virus or something, and now I have it, although not as severe, and it includes headache, slightly weird tummy, and a low-grade fever (at least for me--my son hit 103 on the first day :scared:). Yesterday I didn't have a fever (I don't think) but I did feel spacey and had spots in front of my eyes if I bent over then stood up to quickly. Take care of yourself! :hug:

[Howler]

41. NO it just mustn't be!!!!

I don't have time for the flu.
I got puppies coming.
No one around me has been sick.
i hope its just all the excitement my body runs pretty hard when I get excitable.LOL.
But I will try to slow down because I have alot to do for Thurber,Quark and Rigby.
Thanks MorningGlow. :hi:

[MorningGlow]

42. I thought the same thing when I got a gander at the thermometer today

:banghead: :banghead: :banghead:

I think slowing down once in a while is good for mental/spiritual health as well as physical. :hi:

P.S.: LOVE your pet names! :)

[Howler]

43. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Pretty Please NOOOOOOOOOOOO. not the flu.


Awwwwwww thanks Pugs are easy to name they are just so cute..

[Sanity Claws]

39. Oh my. I'm another one who got a headache today

I woke up with pain on the left side of my head. I've been feeling slow, spacey, and sad all day.
I was thinking it was due to something I ate yesterday. Now I wonder whether it is due to the energies out there.

[Howler]

40. I'm thinkin energies.

I hope you feel better soon Sanity Claws.

[PADemD]

44. Besides the physical, emotional, and intellectual biorhythms,

you also have a intuitional biorhythm that is 38 days long. It starts on the day you are born and runs in cycles throughout your life. PM me if you would like your chart done.

[OneGrassRoot]

45. Interesting, PADemD!

I'll do that. :hug:

[Howler]

46. PADemD

If you do a chart for me I will send you Tie Dye T-shirt.Just tell me what size.

[Howler]

47. And you did my chart PADemD

And sure enough there in the chart peak intuition and energy.
I bet Sanity Claws is running at peak too.

Those charts you did for me are WONDERFUL tools PADemD.
I can't thank you enough.Really I will be using those.:hug: :hi: