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Last night, I went to bed earlier than usual, midnight instead of 2am...and was also NOT under the influence (which i have to say, i have still been struggling with not imbibing at night, probably for the 'tune out' factor)...too much oinfo out there i am NOT trying to see/hear, you know?
So this was the scene - either a big quake in the Bay Area or some kind of trigger event (asteriod? nuke?)Leads to an explosion/event here in the mountains. actually saw the blast or mushroom cloud of debris from a distance across the Lake...maybe a dormant volcano coming out of sleep? I don't get that it was nuclear, because there was no fear of radiation - but the blast had that look of a pebble hitting a pond and earth waves...and lots of chunks falling from the sky, and the feeling like the earth beneath your feet is a carpet someone just pulled....It was strange being in a dream, knowing it was a dream, and still "feeling' the earth move. There was enough of a warning for us to gather and move, and animals were coming along with us, runing alongside. there was a sense of 'getting to higher ground' which is interesting...Lake Tahoe has had tsunamis in the past, they found geological evidence on west shore ( after the tsunami in indonesia, someone went back and dug up the story)
The animals, like wild animals and pets alike, were all coming alongside us as we hiked, they were communicating as well, on a very subliminal level. they knew we all needed to stick together, and the predators and prey were united in this cause...almost like the animals were looking out for the humans as well.
When we got to the 'staging area' it was like an airport or something - now that i think of it, it could have been like the big area on top of the ski resort, overlooking it all..lots of windows, some broken out, but the weather was okay at least...so we were all there in this 'refugee' shelter. By the way, there is very little FEAR as this unfolds. People are moving as if in a fire drill event, maybe the animals are helping to keep us grounded and feeling safe?
I go with some others and try to find some sign of 'order' or 'govt' etc... we are driving on this road, a two lane highway with some big 'wrinkles' in the road from the seismic movement. i think it was the hwy from stateline up the east shore of the lake, but the water wasn't really 'there'... come to a hill and a car is blocking the road with 2 people in black, fbi? atf? something like that...maybe trying to keep people from the blast zone? they ask for id, and basically say the only people they are taking in or helping is scientists, meterologists, etc... the rest of us are on our own. they actually took one of the members of the group i was with. and turned their backs on us ...water? food? help? nope...it was clear that we were going to have to figure it out ourselves as a community/group/etc...
i remember going back to the refugee center, and looking at the people wandering around, babies in blankets, people not crying, but still in shock. and no-one really wanting to be the 'one to take charge' because there was a sense that the attitude of telling others what to do when we were all suffering, seemed wrong. it was compassion i think...and we were all feeling it. Somehow we all knew we had to find our survival together and whatever the world was doing outside of our region, was inconsequential. they had their own issues, we had ours...
that's all i can remember thoughts?
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