- The "IT," is the FEAR of losing the old self as the NEW is being incorporated into its place (
http://www.rexresearch.com/torsion/torsion4.htm">with the help of the Torsion Wave now permeating the entire universe and of course our own,
http://www.projectworldawareness.com/2010/10/terrifying-scientific-discovery-strange-emissions-by-sun-are-suddenly-mutating-matter/">Sol). That's why so much old crap we haven't dealt with in a long time is now coming up now. I found this latest information to be very insightful and helpful:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jwKf9MfYDQ">FEAR - THE ARCTURIANS - Dr. Suzan Caroll (Video)
http://lightworkers.org/channeling/132154/fear-arcturians-dr-suzan-caroll">FEAR - THE ARCTURIANS - Dr. Suzan Caroll (Transcript)
Dear ones,
We are the Arcturians, here to assist you. We know that the most difficult emotion to deal with is fear. Therefore, at Gaia’s request, we have come to you to assist you in learning how to DETACH from fear. It is not easy, and often not wise, to ignore fear because it may be giving you a message important for your survival. At this point in your process, your ego/self may be greatly threatened and feeling a great deal of “fear for survival.” Your physical body responds to that fear, likely in the same manner that it has responded for much of your life. Hence, you now have a wonderful opportunity to see “fear in action.”
Perhaps, you have been overwhelmingly tired—tired of work, tired of worry, and tired of this slow vibration, as your ego and Soul jockey for position in your consciousness. With the download of the fifth and sixth dimensional vibrations and fragments of your higher SELF, it may feel as though there is not enough “room” in your earth vessel. You are like an overstuffed suitcase with your zipper about to break and release you from your confinement.
You are becoming tired of the reality your ego has created. When you are able to think from your Soul, you hold no ill will towards it, as it is a child. However, you are realizing that YOU are the adult who is entering into the child, and you are feeling the tension of this upgrade. Your mind feels like a computer that is strained by the addition of new software. Everything seems to be going too slowly, and you have difficulty operating within this new system. In fact, you may periodically “freeze up” and need to “shut down” and “re-boot.”
These are all symptoms of your having difficulty integrating the higher frequencies of light into your physical body. Whenever your physical form has difficulty with integration, fear will grip your consciousness. It is a common coping mechanism to then place your attention on some external drama, but you don’t want to follow that pattern now. You feel my Soul/SELF inside you now, but you also feel your ego/self.
You are two beings in one now. Your Soul gives you comfort and great encouragement, while your ego still “takes care of business.” Unfortunately, you may be having difficulty maintaining a constant awareness of your true SELF while performing your mundane tasks of life. Be patient with yourself as you are not yet complete with your integration process. In fact, you have just begun, but the first three chakras are the most resistant to the download of SELF, as they have always been within ego’s domain.
http://lightworkers.org/channeling/132154/fear-arcturians-dr-suzan-caroll">MORE