so howz YOUR release? .. Rick, is it supposed to be this, um...

[FirstLight]

FUNKY..??!!

I don't know about you, but i am attempting to let the release come with each cough and sneeze of this crazy narly summer cold/strep throat.

My dreams are really shining light on my innate sense of 'reaction' to judgement...and maybe how i can heal it...

but ya, this week has been a whopper...

[Ricochet21]

1. My release has been amazing, good and bad, but I won't go into that here

I am finding most people/clients I talk to are having WONDERFUL breakthroughs. Long-standing problems, they're just busting right thru having found and ACCEPTED their new Pluto/Mars power from within. Separations that are taking place now, and I am finding many, are going to be permananet ones, according to Pluto's ways.

Those very few who are still dragging their feet are going to most likely have to face physical issues, possibly illness. However, I am not a Dr.

Most people are breaking thru. Several of my clients are really feeling nothing and that is because they are already so balanced. Ones who are really see-sawing are doing so because they have become wildly out of balance.

One thing I will say, is that I have found a new power center inside my body, but I have also decided to go for it as in "all in" in Poker. And the book is coming out which will be a real trip.

Use your power. Don't make it complex. Line up the pins, then knock the bastards down. :hi:

PS My son has had a life-changing, big-time breakthrough! Changed everything for him. Willingness is the key.

[MorningGlow]

3. Thanks for the clarification, Rick!

I clicked on FL's OP to post that I've been feeling absolutely nothing, and I was kind of worried about it--like, am I missing the boat or something? So thanks for letting me know it's okay. Phew!

Maybe I got an early start--I've been cleaning out my life since '07 and was cleaning out my closets last fall. :shrug: You know us Cappies--so organized!
:rofl:

[Ricochet21]

5. MG

you must understand that charts are SO complex. The big changes are HAPPENING ALL AT THE DEGREE/AXIS of where 4 Capricorn through 4 Cancer lies in your chart. Thoses axes are explained in a chapter in my upcoming book.

Too many of us look to see EVENTS, OUTER EVENTS OR MOODS to try to evaluate the health of our transits. One must be very patient with transits and not look at them as DAILY EVENTS as newspaper horrorscopes would have you do. broaden your vision

in your chart, for example, this axis takes place along your 6th and 12th houses. Both very spiritual houses having to do with SURRENDERING TO GOD'S will. You will find that you have no choice during this time period other than to do so. Call it what you wish. It's all about service by becoming less attached to MG's "storyline". The more you do this, the greater you will become.

You KNOW what I mean

love to you
:hi:

[Kookaburra]

8. Rick, do you mind

letting me know where this falls in my chart? I don't have a copy of the chart, and couldn't read it if I did, but trying to figure out if I'm on the right track. I've been doing the things you advised in our reading, but can't really feel anything either.

Thanks. PM is fine, or you can answer here on the board -- I have nothing to hide.

[Why Syzygy]

4. My 'habit'..

This is what I'm finding in regards to the LONG standing issue that begs to be forgotten. Things started 'popping up'.
I quickly identified no less than a dozen tools I have that can be used to help along the process. It's amazing.
I'm not through yet. I don't think I'm dragging my feet. It's a process rather than an instant cure.

[Ricochet21]

7. Syz

yours is taking place in the 6th thru 12th house axis too. Read my reply to MG, same pertains to you. This is hard because you have a natural conflict here.

1. Leo with Leo rising is all about strengthening the ego
2. While the 6th/12th is about surrendering the ego to higher self/God

it can be done, but require astute perception and balancing act.
The more you surrender, the more you will gain. I don't see you as draggin your feet either.
best of luck

[Why Syzygy]

10. ugh

Thanks, Rick. I do feel dropping this habit is a surrender. Might as well tell ya, it's smoking. I know you quit.
Two years ago the only thing I had to live for was smoking. Doing much better these days and it has become a big bother.
It's surrender for sure. But by choice ... at least what I THINK is choice heh . I know I'm pumped about it. Just keeping it
on the QT because .. fear of something ..

thanks for being here, Rick. You are such a joy for us.

[Sweet Freedom]

11. You can do it!!

I did it. I started smoking when I was 12. I quit multiple times, but after 25 years, I quit for good in 2005. In fact, this year, I didn't even realize I had not only reached, but passed, my five year mark.

It's hard...it's like giving up your closest friend, but YOU CAN DO IT cuz, face it, that friend sucks!!!!! :)

:hug:

[Why Syzygy]

12. I have a fail safe

smoke free situation. I'm broke. I spent my cig money on something else this month!

That's part of the huge bother. I am done smoking my finances.

[FirstLight]

14. you go girl...

i'm right there with ya! :hug:

[murielm99]

16. I have quit many times.

This time, I quit with hypnosis.

This seems to be working. I think being broke would work well, too. This is not a joke on my part.

I spoke to the hypnotherapist today. I will be going back to her on the 23rd.

This does help. I still have to stay smoke-free, but hypnosis has helped in a way I find hard to describe.

You can do this. We like having you around.

[Why Syzygy]

29. Yes...

I visited a hypnotherapist four years ago to address a different issue. It was very successful.
I still have those CDs and they are part of my current tool kit.

Thanks for the vote of confidence :)

[WhiteTara]

21. WS. You can do this and it will be easier

than you think. I think the hardest part of any decision is making the decision...really meaning the decision. When I quit (some 30 years ago...Thank the Goddess) I had been thinking about it, struggling with it and then one day, I heard my "voice"...you can quit right now if you want. A big sigh came out and I quit. Filling the time was an astonishing part...you probably know the smoking ritual takes about 7 minutes. Multipjy that times how many you consume per day and you have that much more time to live. Figure out what to do...I cleaned, my friends took me walking, I had to learn to be without holding a cigarette; having my hands empty without anxiety (strange as that may sound).

Good luck...for every door that closes, another opens. Welcome to your new world.

[Why Syzygy]

30. It really is..

The number one thing on my list of Tools is "Desire"!!! Without that, there's no point in even starting.

I'm really ready for this. In the past I have thought that if I give it up I will be bored out of my mind and have nothing to do.
Well, these days I have so many different 'projects' going I am looking forward to not having a time eater distraction that makes a
big ugly smelly mess as BONUS!

Thanks to you all for encouragement.

[liberalmuse]

24. I wish you the best...

I had a 3 pack a day habit many years ago. In a way, smoking was my meditation time - I would go outside and resolve issues and try to decipher the Universe while puffing away. However, quitting was one of the best things I've done. 13 years later, still no regrets. I had to "quit" quite a few times before it stuck. You can do it! :hug:

[Ricochet21]

2. Funky?

you're releasing toxins at an alarming rate, help your body cleanse, mostly with cleaner thoughts, I believe.

[FirstLight]

6. lol...

maybe I should listen to some FUNK today and vibrate it out! :rofl:

http://youtu.be/vwc0AW67CmA

and yes, seeing the cleanse of thoughts in my dreams as well... watching how i 'used' to react, and simultaneously recognizing the healthy alternative....even if the dream is acting out the reaction, then speaking my mind. hmmm...speaking my mind? what a concept! lol
My family and life dynamic is changing too, can really feel it... I care less and less what 'they' think of me, and am finding my own inner gauge of Light and Right :hug:

[Sweet Freedom]

9. I got nothin' goin' on,

but that's because all I've done this week is prepare my resume for a play I'm auditioning for on Monday (it's been 25 yrs since I've acted), and study for a software certification exam I'm taking on Friday. :scared:

I just came here for a second to get some air. :hi:

Hey! I'm breathing. :)

[WolverineDG]

13. Break a leg!

I'm thinking of getting back into auditioning as well, local stuff....the time for me to go all "Hollywood" is long past.... :)

dg

[Sweet Freedom]

19. Thanks!

You should do it! The main reason I never pursued it as a career is I didn't want to be a waitress. :)
I figure, when I'm really old and retired, I'll go to Hollywood.

I'm looking forward to this. My mom and my kid are auditioning too, so it should be fun.

[davsand]

15. I am re-learning to forgive.

Oddly enough I have been working to mend fences torn down in the last few years. Personal feelings and relationships have been at the forefront, and I have felt challenged to let go of past hurts and move forward. I can't say much has changed in my private life except maybe a growing awareness that my inability to just let go of it all has placed constraints on my husband and my daughter.

My daughter announced this morning that she really wants to be baptized in our local church. Without going into a huge amount of detail, I will say that my own personal spiritual path was a fairly painful one, and in raising my daughter I did not want to pick a path for her, but rather to wait and see what she wanted for herself. I had to bite my lip with this one, because this local church is not a place I feel comfortable, but it seems to be her choice so I am struggling to let go of my own feelings on the subject. It is the theme of letting go of past hurts, I realized today.

After the last few years of workplace struggles and drama, I have begun working to advance out of this workplace and move up to something else. I have begun to put everything in motion, including a move to establish residency in a different town. My family is not only supporting it, but is fairly enthusiastic. We were in a store today and my husband found a set of four glasses with dancing bears on them (he's a huge Deadhead.) My first reaction was to tell him we have enough glasses to last a lifetime, but instead I told him to put them in the cart, we'd take them with us to the new place. Next my daughter found a futon that she wants for her new bedroom. I didn't buy it (don't have that much surplus cash just hanging around right this minute, nor do I have room for it right now) but did promise that as soon as we move we'll buy one for her. When we moved into this house we were so poor there was no such thing as decorating--it got furnished in "Early Goodwill." I realized at that store that I have got to let that go, too. It is time.

I dunno, for a long time I have felt hurt and anger and I am working to let go of it. I think I have held myself and my loved ones down long enough. Maybe this has been a tough time for some of us, I know I have been uncomfortable with some of it, but it is gonna be ok. In the long run it is all gonna be ok.




Laura

[Delphinus]

17. Wonderful insights,

Laura. Great work. Good luck with moving forward! :hug:

[OneGrassRoot]

18. I second this....

:hug: :hug: :hug: Laura....

[Kookaburra]

20. Have you heard that saying

"It's going to be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end."

I don't know who said that, but your last statement reminded me of it.

:hug: :hug:

[WhiteTara]

23. Nice. Very Nice.

I guess we'll just keep on keeping on.
:grouphug:

[liberalmuse]

25. Love that!

Thanks for sharing that. :)

[davsand]

28. "...If its not okay, then it's not the end..." Yes! EXACTLY!

I have become convinced that it will ultimately be ok. It may not play out exactly as we all plan or hope, but it will play out as it needs to, and it is up to us to adapt until it IS ok. At first I was feeling a sort of dread at some of the dire things that are possible, but the bottom line is that nobody really ever is beyond a resolution, we just may not see what it is until the final play is done. I have a personal fear of all KINDS of stuff, but once I sit down and assess the reality of that fear, it seems like usually it is more manageable than it appeared at first glance. Take one step at a time, and sooner or later you have walked out of the troubles. That has always been my way, and it has kept me alive and (mostly) sane to this day.

I simply can't live my entire life afraid of what will be. I can adapt or not, as I choose. Stuff is gonna happen, and I refuse to take what energy I have and spend it laying in the fetal position waiting passively for more fecal material to hit the fan. Far better to just do what I can in advance to stay whole, and make whatever additional changes I need to as it unfolds. It IS gonna be all right

Peace.


Laura

[WhiteTara]

22. My "release" feels complicated

I am working steadily to build a better foundation. Things look really shaky right now, but I just let that fear go and work on the basics again. Moving cross country 2 years ago was a big deal as it entailed a manufacturing company (with all the boxes of parts and equipment and stock and stuff) plus my dh art collection of 1000 pieces plus our personal life. The first year was spent just opening boxes and sorting and arranging and getting settled, this second year has been trying to find our way in this new land and trying to figure out how to make a living. When we moved our business was doing very well although up and down, of course the world dropped out last year and our business has suffered along with everyone else's. Cash is soooooo tight is squeaks on the way to the bank. But, I keep putting all of this out in the world the best I can and have just found someone that may be helpful with our internet business.

I took a huge bite of life is what I'm saying and I'm busy chewing and trying to digest.

I learned a new mantra. Om Ah Hum...Om on the inbreath Ah at the hold and Hum on the outbreath. This is called the calming meditation. :grouphug:

[FirstLight]

26. feeling better

The sickness is subsiding, now comes the real work. Its one thing when you feel Yukky and go unconscious and release that way, but quite another Story when you have to THINK about actions and choices!
So. Today I pull out the self hypnosis tapes that one of you was sweet enough to send me...and I am also going to try not to buy liquor for a week. Let's see how much money I can save...and how well my body feels, right?
Gonna pull out my notes from my reading with rick last week and study a bit, too. ;)

[kimmerspixelated]

27. After a week of one frustrating task after another.

There was an important piece that fell together for my future, Friday night..So now there is forward movement to be expected, no doubt, because I'm in charge! Today, I have worked hard on the closet cleaning, basements, etc. aspect of my life.Just like where it left off weekend b4 last....Then spiritually, this morning, O, how I love my spiritual mornings, I also revisited my list of 101 things I want in my life.(an exercise from The Alladin Factor) and the last time I only got as far as 14, and this time, I stretched it out to 31, I believe. This past week, was also especially enchanting to me, because I located at least visually, a picture of a long, lost very dear friend in a news story on an art show website, and vowed I would connect with her someway, somehow in the future! Get this! my BD number is 128..( someone here told me they mean I am a master at manifestation, etc.)..Those numbers were part of the code for the link of my friend's picture, which I noticed when I pasted it! Talk about blowing me away!!

So, I was in a real funk yesterday and for a few days this week, but there have been positive outcomes!