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I was amazed at the energy I seemed to have about getting things done( not just cleaning out and clearing, but not having excuses for things I've put off for years, such as the cabinet beneath the sink(not pretty)!! also other ugly jobs in the basement!!... and also I am more excited about something I have been working on falling into place. I should know next week just how things will gel...it's like someone took some long imbedded lead outta my butt!
But what I was also feeling, was an urgency...just like the "nesting instinct" the week before my child was born, quite common in mothers...so I thought it was interesting to notice this intense "movement" I'm still feeling.. It's like, I go through the house and find one box that needs to be cleaned or cleared(donation or consignment shop), and then I'm on to the next one. All the dirty jobs I've put off, are now suddenly really okay with me. Went thru this before for a coupla days back when the planets were telling everyone to clean their basement, but...What shifted? Did I finally(on some neglected levels) show up to my life, or has the new me been born??
If others are feeling this way, tell me about it.
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