What is happening to me?

[glinda]

A week ago our fairly new iMac went into the shop and had major repairs. A month ago a close male friend passed over. My Wheaten Terrier is very sick and his enlarged heart and other issues made me wonder if he was going to make it today on my birthday of all days. There are a few other trials going on also but I feel like a person standing against a wall while someone is throwing knives around me.
I am so tired.
Have been through a lot in my life so far and what hasn't killed me has made me much much stronger but am feeling beaten up a bit.

[Lucinda]

1. I'm sorry to hear this Glinda

I know the feeling. Sending love and light your way. ♥

[Kind of Blue]

2. Happy Belated Birthday, Glinda!

I know when I'm feeling up against the wall, and need to start feeling better, it's time to start counting blessings. Like the honor and joy it's been having such a wonderful friend and pet. That I would rather be going thru this feeling now than never knowing them at all. That I've made it another year to try again with everything gained in the last year. You already know that you're strong and growing even more so, and it's normal to allow yourself to feel the harshness of life.

Sending lots of light and healing energy to sooth your soul :hug: :hug: :hug:

[glinda]

3. Thank you. Oddest thing happened last night when I was letting the other dog in.

I opened the door, stepped outside and "boom"... a huge meteor shower appeared right in front of my eyes. Either that or it was space junk. Cool no matter what it was.

[Proud_Lefty]

4. Happy Birthday, Glinda

Sorry you are going through all this. As they say, when it rains, it pours. It might just be a clearing of sorts you are going through. Take one thing at a time and it is much more bearable, especially if you take KOB's advise and look for the blessings hidden all around the challenges. Whenever we put all of it together in a big huge pile, it looks overwhelming and monstrous. Don't do that to yourself. Stand back and feel the love you have in your life. It will get you through. I promise.

[glinda]

6. Thank you. You are right.

[Howler]

5. Happy Birthday Glinda.

hang in there. It will get better. I promise.
Sending the warmest thoughts for love , laughter and happiness your way Glinda with a big ole sappy Hug.

[glinda]

7. lol! That was nice! I know things will get a little worse before they get better. But I need

to calm down and hang in there. I feel like screaming sometimes. I just need to get more sleep maybe and just sit calmly as I have been trying to do more in the last few days to catch my breath. I have a lot of Scorp and of course Cap so...... uh man..... but I feel it was a sign last night in the air. It was so beautiful that it made me gasp. So big!

[Howler]

9. Well Glinda you know as a scorpio ....

That when it all points down it goes there with a vengeance.LOL!
AHHHHHHH. but when it starts to go up WOW!!!!!! What a ride!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!1 Get Ready!!!:hi: :loveya: :hug:


Personally I think screaming can be very helpful. It blows off steam and opens up the Throat chakra. You go girl!!! Scream away.

[RainbowSuperfund]

8. Happy Birthday Glinda!

Happy Birthday Glinda! Saying a Prayer that this bit of bumpy road will be brief, and Golden for you. Blessings to you. ::):