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to embrace the spirit. Basically I received a death sentence from the Government yesterday. I got 99 gallons of heating oil in my LIHEAP allotment. That will heat my house through the end of December. I live in Maine! 3 of the people who have been most supportive of me and my career, for the last 6 or 7 years, and who were there for me when my son died 6 years ago, have serious cancer, and I have been doing Reiki for them for the last 2 years...it seems to be working so far although one of them is nearing his end...........( Of the 3 he is the most conservative in his beliefs, the other 2 have FAITH in the power of the Reiki and are grateful) ( I lost my, close as a sister cousin, 1 yr my Jr. to cancer, 4 years ago. Like me she was Taurus Sun & Scorpio Moon........like twins!) My options..........applying for 2 grants, either of which will help me through this dark time. Draining the pipes, finding a home for my 3 cats and going to live with my Daughter.......5 family members 3 bedrooms.( It has been 2 until the 3rd was finished off so my 16 yr old Grd. could have her own room,....still no running water upstairs......) NO PLACE FOR ME TO PAINT.................... Assets,1. I am in tight with the local food pantry ladies, if all goes through I have sold them 7 calendars....and can probably get some fruit to make fruit cup for the free T-day feast they are hosting........and have volunteered to help them with the greenhouse, growing greens & root veggies through the winter...... 2. Woodstove + full cord of wood gifted by a friend in my Arts group, ....too small to keep the pipes from freezing, but with water turned off I could survive.....PAINT by stove warmth? I don't know? I have had to believe in ME for all my life, ( Neptune in the 4th house/addicts & deception rather than support) picked myself up grabbed the bootstraps & made lemonade, over & over...........watched my profession Art turn into a non profit everybody's hobby, these amateur kids are painting a mural will you help,can you donate a painting to our charity auction.......now that I have put 55 years into perfecting my art, the golden age of Illustration is over and the lowest common denominator; cartoons/ & digital art prevail & are rewarded! ( I have no problem with kids in art, I have inspired many when I was standing in a strong place, secure in my abiities..not the case now.) My birth info 5/ 4/ '39, 8:13 AM, Bridgeton NJ When I was reading Liz Green in the early 80's, I looked at this time period with my chart, and my heart sank....I didn't know 1/2 about astrology then. I shut it out so I wouldn't predispose........but it is unfolding in spite of myself! Jupiter whizzes past my sun way too fast this spring.........what then?
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