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tho I am only a hack when it comes to Astrology...I know a few of the basics.
Your strong fire-water theme is hard to balance--a really tough dichotomy, as fire & water are not natural affinities. I live with that also: Sun in Sag, Moon in Aries, Scorpio ascendant. Also the strong Pluto: my Sun and Moon are both trine to Pluto and to each other in a Grand Trine. Right now progressed Pluto is conjunct my natal Sun. Oh fun. In the last few years my whole world has been turned upside-down, a trial by fire such as would not be believed. I am getting through this major transformation I believe (thank god). Couldn't take too many of them.
I know exactly what you mean about juggling this type of personality. Some people think you are very outgoing and bold and generous. Others think you are intense and reclusive and cold. Just depends on what side they encounter on any given day. The key for me anyway has been to accept this bipolar situation. Tho I'm not really bipolar in the technical sense, I have found it easier to understand myself if I think that I always have to reconcile these extremes.
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