I'm not. I just joined two local tribes, one for hand drumming. And a meetup group for dining out. I found out there is a very neat ceremony this weekend at Barton Springs >
http://www.bartonsprings.net/# < that's on my calendar. I already have a massage scheduled Wednesday and am picking up a printer and scanner from a fellow freecycler. :D I love that group. I'm about to find a Tuesday Toastmasters meeting, or plan to go to the one on Wednesday. Also working on a couple of business deals that look pretty good. I'm in a flurry of preparing, but right now am stuck right in the middle of a BORING holiday.
What do you mean Aquarius quirky romance? I just broke up with an Aquarian and having some very rough times with it. He won't even talk to me any more. Most times I don't mind because things had gotten pretty tense and he wasn't as advertised. But we did so many things together, and I got dependent (not like me) on him.
I took myself to play bingo last night, but the crowd just made me jumpy. I was sitting by people chatting, and felt irritated. I thought I needed to get out around people, but it wasn't much fun being so high-strung. I was fine today until I got an email from my landlord saying *M* has agreed to the double check for refund deposit. That was my idea so we wouldn't have to get together to cash a joint check, but when I read his name, my heart just choked up. DEEP BREATHS. It is hard to breathe. Wow. I call this withdrawal.
Another thread suggests allowing the heart chakra to just release and don't focus the energy on anyone. So I'm trying that. I'm excited about my future. I have allowed him to hold me back from my own self-fulfillment for over a year, and I have PLANS! So there's the freedom. Self-interest included. But the bond breaking is biting my butt. My son is stopping by on his way from place to place in a bit, and that will help calm me.
I've got a new roommate who is a cave dweller, literally. That is creeping me out. At least he goes back to work tomorrow. And I can start my week. I think holidays should be on Fridays, not Mondays. Just my opinion. I didn't get any sleep last night. About one hour today, but am so restless, it is hopeless for now. I welcome the Real Rewards and Self hood! Come on In!