I have an odd question....deja vu anyone?

[OneGrassRoot]

The last few days have been so odd, but in an extraordinarily magickal sort of way.

No, nothing in particular has happened as far as manifestation or, really, anything of note.

It's not only a sense of deja vu (see below), but it is also a sense of, for lack of better explanation, a time intersection? Bear with me, please.

I've felt odd for a few days. It feels vividly like 10 years ago....as far as the feeling of hope, anticipation, creative freedom, connecting. It's as though -- for some reason I won't try to understand -- that the "time" wasn't the right time 10 years ago, or I somehow went down a different path. The whole parallel life thing which I can't begin to wrap my Virgo brain around. ;)

I feel I'm in the midst of a prolonged deja vu episode, yet at the crossroad this time things shall be much different. I can't say there WAS a conscious, obvious crossroad 10 years ago for me personally, but that still feels like the right word.

Even though it was a very difficult time 10 years ago on all levels, it was magickal in a big way, too.

The magickal aspect of that time is what feels deja vu right now. There's a whole energy and feeling around things right now that reminds me of how I felt then, and it's a very comforting, joyful feeling. I think it's called the feeling of being in one's passion? :)

Has anyone else had this sense of deja vu, and a feeling that it's "do-over" time? I wonder if it wasn't so much personal as it was a national karmic path that has now come full circle and that's why I feel this?

Hard to explain. I hope someone understands what I'm trying to say. :)

[FirstLight]

1. I 'get' this, on a few levels..

I don;t think that it is so much of a csomis "do Over" as I think it is a ripple effect.

My life in itself has been an interesting sight - mirror following mirror, not events in specific ways, but themes, repeating in differnt disguises for me to grow through and learn from and challenge reality with.
I think part of this is due to the fact that we are "finishing up" much of our karma and past issues we need to clean up before we vibrate into our new space.
Part of it is the exact nature of the shift as well.
- If time is speeding up and vibration is speeding up, the ripples are closer together, so we are seeing the patterns and repetitions MORE. They are months, years and decades apart, rather than centuries apart.

...It is an interesting crossroads, for sure

[OneGrassRoot]

5. Crossroads...

That was in my consciousness so strongly over the weekend. I couldn't pull away from that theme no matter what I did. As I said in the OP, I don't necessarily feel that I'm at a crossroads, but perhaps as Silver Gaia said, it is hidden....or was earlier.

What you say makes so much sense, about time and vibration speeding up so these patterns are more evident. Fascinating.

Thanks you, FirstLight. :hug:

[Kind of Blue]

2. I think the national karmic path

is strongly why you feel this way. I think that's why so many people ached for Obama to be elected. I think the vision was so clear of what we wanted for our world, and holding that tone for so long, that the anticipation of a do-over was overwhelming. I think we wanted to be at a new beginning because a good president does not put obstacles and distractions in the path of the aspirations of his people.
IMHO, i think the deja-vu you've been feeling are your hopes and all of our collective hopes actualized and it feels familiar.
I hope that makes sense. :crazy: :)

[OneGrassRoot]

6. Oh, yes, that makes sense, Kind of Blue!

That makes a LOT of sense.

After watching President Obama speak last night, I had a delightful dream in which I was right there with him -- part of his support staff -- as he continued these town hall meetings.

Indeed, we are all part of his "support staff"....that's how it feels to me. :)

:hug:

[Silver Gaia]

3. I've been thinking about this post ever since I read it

this afternoon. There's something here that resonates with me. I can't quite put my finger on it, but it's there.

Ten years ago was definitely a crossroads for me. I'm trying to think back on all that's happened in the intervening years. It's been a journey, there's been a path, but there's also a feeling of something that was maybe just simply in a holding pattern. Moving, but not advancing. Or moving, and thinking of it being in a particular direction, but as it turns out, it wasn't that way at all. A circular path. Or a spiral. A forward momentum that leads back to something that was maybe somehow missed. A fork in the path that should have been taken. But was maybe hidden. And for a reason, yet unfathomable. Perhaps yes, the time wasn't right. It had to wait. But now, there is something pricking gently at my senses telling me to wake up, pay attention, and not miss it this time. And yes, there is a sense of joy bubbling beneath the surface. All around me, the outside world is chattering, telling me that I should be afraid, and sometimes I am, but when I really listen, there is something deeper whispering comfort, too. I don't want to be afraid. I'm tired of being afraid. Something is reaching out that says hold fast to hope. And dreams. Despite all the doom and gloom we are hearing, there is something else, a ripple, a current, something waiting to come into being. A birthing. Something that should have been but wasn't. Yes, a "do-over."

I'm saying I hear you. You've touched on something here. Definitely. I wish I could be more concrete, but it is so abstract to me. Just something hovering. I don't know if I understand what you're saying in the way you are hoping for, but you've lit a flickering flame in the darkness for me. Something to ponder. Something to pay attention to and watch for. So, thank you for this post. :)

[OneGrassRoot]

4. I thank YOU, Silver Gaia....

You wrote how I feel.

"...telling me to wake up, pay attention, and not miss it this time."

Yes, yes.....

Thank you for walking this path with me.

:hug:

[ayeshahaqqiqa]

7. Wow!

This is incredible--what a blessing for you! It is a time of great energy, and as I read your post the words "choose to choose again" came through. It is as if you are being redirected to the goal, as it were, after an interesting side journey--and that you are needed now to complete that which is happening to us all. That's the intuitive hit I got about this.

[OneGrassRoot]

8. Wow! back atcha :)

How uplifting to read your intuitive hit of my sharing!

Thank you soooooo much ayeshahaqqia!



:hug:

[Kind of Blue]

9. Hi, OneGrassRoot!

I thought you might enjoy this experience. Warning: Joyfulness & chill bumps ahead! :)
http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=show_mesg&forum=132&topic_id=8187163&mesg_id=8187163

[OneGrassRoot]

10. That's so funny! I loved that......

Anything Tangerine posts gets my attention. :)

Thanks for thinking of me. :)

[Avalux]

11. I certainly understand - going through something quite similar now!

Ten years ago I lost my job and went through a period of strife and emotional turmoil because I felt like a failure. I attempted to make a living with my own business but was unsuccessful and eventually gave up and entered the corporate world again. I was so driven to make money and so confused.

Now, 10 years later, I have lost my job once again due to the economy. This time though I am not upset. Dare I say it - I am RELIEVED and I don't really care if I have that high paying job anymore. I am having serious feelings of deja vu but it's different - this time I am older and wiser and I'm not so sure I want to jump back in to the rat race. In fact I know I don't; what I thought I wanted then is suddenly not important anymore and it's exhilarating to realize that.

So yes, it feels like "do-over" time. I didn't get it right ten years ago but now I believe I will. A lot of how I'm feeling is tied into what's going on around me; the election, the economy. I know things are bad but I have this odd sense everything is going to be OK and I should be doing what makes me happy, not what's expected of me.

The situation is similar and I am the same person but I'm excited and hopeful this time instead of afraid.


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