Is it Cellular Memory?

[FirstLight]

My youngest turns 6 today...

6 yrs ago I was in labor at this time in the morning, and my abusive ex was teasing me about the hospital. Life was hell and I had to go through this birth virtually alone... and then ended up in the hospital for an extra 2 days because it took so much out of me...
last night I was so tired and achey in my hips I was just a mess...woke up this morning and my stomach was full of acid, it couldn't help but throw up...

Is this the last remnants of body memory from that horrible time in my life? an occasion for such joy clouded by so much pain and sorrow? I ended up runing for my life when the baby was 7 mos old and his sister was almost 2...
hard to believe it's been more than 5 years.

hope I can feel better fast enough to make some cupcakes!

[Celebration]

1. maybe,

And try to do some EFT while this is being brought up to try to clear it out for good!

[FirstLight]

2. I don't know EFT

but I di manage to go back to bed fr an hour of weird dreams, and I am just goign to be gentle with myself today...

[MorningGlow]

3. Poor you

:hug: Could be memory (powerful bad memories can cling for sure), could be a virus. Either way, take it as easy as you can today. :hug:

[Mist]

4. John Bradshaw has written on the amazing propensity for the body to

remember trauma. He's even written of instances of trauma knowledge when there was no conscious knowledge, like a man who would, around the same time every year, experience throat aches and pains, always at the same time every year. It turned out that his father had committed suicide by hanging, though the family had kept this from him, giving a more mudane explanation of the father's death.

I think the book was "Family Secrets."

[Shallah Kali]

5. Yes it likely is cellular memory.

Overwhelming events and emotions leave a charge in our energy field until they can be healed.

Be gentle with yourself. Remember this is not a sign of personal failure that you have hit something that still needs healing. Nurture yourself as you deserved to be back then. You can give yourself some reiki and if you like send it back to your then-self, or just breath light into the areas that ache including your poor stomach.


I am so sorry you and your children went though such horrible things. Reiki Hugs for all of you here ---> :grouphug:

[FirstLight]

6. Thanks to you all for reiki & healing love...

I managed to get a grip & go to church, sans cupcakes...

but everyone is happy, I made lunch and the service was uplifting, which is always a bonus. I love hearing about love & light and feeling that familiar joy

right now my energy is a little flat. But the kids are acting cool and my folks are coming up with new bikes in a while...

I may get coaxed into borrowing a bike and riding - but we'll see. I'd like to break the patern and just have fun and not feel weird. The altered state today is quite a trip, too.

what was that big conjunction coming up? I think it hits my 4th & 5 th houses...?

[MagickMuffin]

7. Some useful links (?)

The CMR process teaches you the tools of how to transform any negative habit or pattern that you have in your life. This includes addictions, compulsions, negative emotions that keep coming back, or any behavioral pattern that is no longer serving you. By developing the ability to process out negative emotions, you can let go of what's holding you back from your maximum potential and living the fullest, most abundant life possible. With this process you will learn how to:

* heal yourself physically and emotionally, releasing past conditioning.
* breakthrough these habits or patterns that hurt yourself and others.
* discover positive and supportive parts of yourself that are being suffocated by negative emotional charge.
* resolve conflicts in a way that nutures you and the other
* regain the spontaneous and natural positive energies we see in our children.


Be sure to watch the video

http://www.cellularmemory.org/index_english.php



Cellular cleansing is a releasing process of imbedded emotional memories ( which is considered SHOCK) on multiple levels and (TRAUMA) on others. All the client really needs to do is be willing to let go and relax in a comfortable inner space (within one self with the aide of visualizations) and outer space (The healing room) and let Infinite Universal Energy do the work.

Either the traditional (takes about 1-2 hours) or crystal release (takes about 1/2 - 3/4 hour) can be utilized, depending on the circumstances. An aura cleansing is performed which clears the path for a CMR session. A session is tailored for each individual because the imbalanced memories for each are unique. Fully clothed, relaxed on a healing table, the flow of Divine White Light Energy comes through me to you. The specific training for release is activated and the beauty of Tibetan Reiki also benefits the process. A person will only release at any given moment, only what their Highest Self knows to be for THE HIGHEST GOOD. Follow-up sessions are sometimes requested. Since the emotional memories are already stored, the person retains the memory (event) BUT RELEASES the EMOTION which is causing the imbalance. Our journeys are a path to reach full enlightenment and clarity. Along the way, some of the Great Masters of Buddha, Jesus and Mohammed guide and assist us.

Benefits of Cellular Memory Release are peace, rejuvenation and restoration at the cellular level which radiates to the whole being. Animals really respond quickly to this process because their basic makeup does not analyze life, they just do it, how great is that!


http://www.reiki-boundlessenergy.com/cellular_memory.htm


Hopefully this can help you with your problem, but I think everyone could benefit from some of these exercises.